Still hope my x will comeback

Sorry for everyone who maybe finding this post, I just want release my pain because I have bf who always like to say would leave me forever, I always let him to go when he said that, then when he left I feel hurt too. I don't thinking that he will leave as easy as that after he did hurt me but I always can accept if he really want to go because already too much fighting between us.

I did told about my bad past but he always mention those and made me feel angry and feel very bad when he in anger, I told those to him because I hope I can forget those and have a mind that those mistake was a not big mistake. And I don't like to feel these feeling which made me weak when he asked to comeback for our relationship.

I want to be strong and cold then I can leave him easy because he already hurt me too much. But always fail after he bag for forgiveness. Maybe I'm too much nice or weak or what? I feel torturing with this situation, but why I always feel like loser because I can't really kick this situation. Sometime I missed my x who diagnosed with brain tumor stage 3, I feel really lose him, I want to care him while he is sick but he choose to disappear and I can't find him now. Last time I heard that he moved to Fiji, it is so far from my place, I can't found him. When with him, I was happy. He is very patient, good looking, has good body(athletic type), tall, nice, independent, confident and has great smile, I was feel so save and very small too. I was feel very lucky when I met him. Maybe he is not the last one but I was feel so perfect and he was felt that too. We were too much happy but I feel really lose him now.

Sometimes I am crying and hope him will comeback. I felt, he is the one that I'm looking for, is enough to find other boy because he is complete me more than your expectation (it was like that). When we were talking feel like very lucky for found him. Yes it was like that, he told me that he was feel that too. I miss the time when I'm with him. It was no fight that made me too much hurt. It was like good moment in my life.

Actually I also thinking, if my x is not for me then let me forget him and have good life. But my bf now can't be like him, because he is not him. Too much fighting, too much hurting and too much crying, I never felt like this with other boys before. He did same mistakes again and again and hurt me more again and again. I want he really leave me when he decided to leave me because when together will fight always. If I compare my x with my bf, feel like my bf is nothing. My x more than my bf, I felt my x is the best one than boys which ever come to my life. I miss my x. I really hope he will comeback and healthy. Please let me to forget him if I don't have a chance to be with him again, if he is not for me. for my M : I miss you........... (T_T)

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Overcome saturation in the relationship

It is natural that the couple did not you ever feel as attractive as it used to be. Eits .. do not necessarily rush to find a replacement, dear! It's just a sign you are at the saturation point of a relationship really. Take a look at doing some simple things the following, for a sensation that is not less exciting with new times you are going with him first. Let's try!

Set aside time for Yourself

Perhaps you've been too often spend time with your partner. Try doing the occasional "me time", such as going to the latest spa, take a complete treatment package from head to toe. And yes, without the presence of a partner of course. If your body is pampered with a myriad of relaxation like this, you definitely will not forget when you're feeling bored with the him.

Change The Routines 

If you have only two dates, this time invite your friend to double (or maybe triple) date. Play the latest DVD, prepare wine, order pizza, and enjoy! But make sure you invite friends who have similar interests with you and your partner. So everybody Will be happy then.

Find a New Place

Malls, cinemas, and restaurants to be places you've been dating? Boooring! Occasionally you may be planning a date that is more adventurous, such as to invite the couple to enjoy a series of outbound activities that test the adrenaline. Superfun guaranteed after this action, you and he will again feel the vibrations which is long gone.

Awaken Memories of the Past

Restoring the memory of early relationships may raise your vibration back to the couple. Take your time to unload the goods which had given him. You might just find a greeting card from a year ago when your spouse work out of town that read, "Hurry home, yes, honey ...". Or you remember the face of panic takes you to the hospital at the time you experience a high fever. Simple things that you realize how the he is your privilege.

Vacationing Together

Try it to plan a vacation to the beach, enjoy the beautiful sand interspersed with warm kisses while welcoming the sunset, or select the area of ​​the city tour by exploring the uniqueness in it with a partner. See it, instead of you remember when you're bored with the relationship, excitement that you feel sure no less fun when she invites you for a first date. (Dian Puspitasari / II / Image: doc. Google)

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The types of men from how they try to impress a woman

Hi girls... It is good to know how the men try to impress the women. From many source like female magazine mention that each type of men has different style to impress a girl/woman that he like. Here some typical of how men impress women:

1. Classical
The man who seduced in this way still adhere to the principle of "man the hunter". So in the pursuit of love, he preferred to act as a chaser. That's why, he was not too interested in women's aggressive in stating the content of the liver.

This type uses a simple and very readable pattern when approaching someone. For example, the man who originally indifferent suddenly began diligently to show little concern. If he's caught the same signal, he will not hesitate to express love.

Flirt flagship of them: "I eat yet?" "Home office at what time?" "You're A time tonight? Can I pick?"

How to seduce like this shows that he is a man who was responsible and understand you. However, he did not like rush says "I Love You" because he wants to know you further. If his efforts to entice you succeed, he will be committed and will not let you just like that.

2. Palpable
No matter target women liked him or not, aggressive or passive, which is obviously a man who did this kind of seduction can be spelled "know what she wants". He did not like the approach that long and wordy. He also likes to show concern with concrete actions, such as sending beautiful gifts. He also likes to tell others that he likes you. He did not easily give up to get your love.

Flirt favorite of this type include: "You're so beautiful" or "I love you". What did he say, that is what is felt. Attitudes to the point it illustrates that he was a man who did not adventurous.

3. Drama
Similar to the previous type, but the difference this type of seduction men often exaggerated and flowery. Not only are the romantic attitude, his words could make you "melt" immediately.

Men of this type are usually able to convince the hearts of women with a variety of tricks that he played. For example, you buy flowers, romantic dinner, take you home, and give attention to millions of film-like drama of love.

The most good he makes seduction like this, "Daddy you're a pilot you? Heart I always fly when with you". Flirt like it was sincere from the heart. Limited only to satisfy the desires and ego have to be a man who wants a lot of women.

4. Polite
This type of seduction style men cling to much of the manners and sexual elements. Although this style tend to be unattractive and shy, but the man who launched a petition like this indicates he had never played around with love.

The he tended more to send a covert signal. Secretly stealing glances and not too comfortable when other people know his feelings. Flirt flagship: "The house we are in line yes ..." or "Yesterday I could ticket, but do not know who would be given"

Actually, the he wants you to be more aggressive, understand what he felt no need to pronounce it clearly.

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The things most desired by a wife from her husband

Want to know what makes women can feel completely happy? Family counselor, and author of Connect to Love, Dr. M Gary Neuman says there are five things that make women feel satisfied with the relationship, and feel happy with their partner. Women are more to be happy if their partner is able to provide these five things for him:
1. Time 

The first thing most desirable women, and make him happy is spending time with her partner. Most women are happy with the relationship, spend 30 minutes every day, alone with their partner. While 24 percent of women admitted to not happy with the relationship in pairs because it only had time alone with her husband of less than five minutes each day.

Togetherness with her husband who makes women feel happy is when both are enjoying time together, without interruption Blackberry or other gadgets.

2. Appreciation 

Currently, women are able to do everything. Women caring for children, as well as working and financially independent. Women feel no objection to do everything, but women also need an award from the husband. The weather was completely happy, when my husband would listen and give appreciation for what he did every day.


3. Understanding 

Happiness for women, one of which is to have a partner who understands it. Even so, women also need to help their partner to can listen. Because men tend not to realize that he is a bad listener.

Therefore, there is nothing wrong if you ask for time to the husband to listen to you. Ask for 15-20 minutes to the husband, Neuman said. Women in fact entitled to a 10-hour attention from her partner, but most men are not adept at listening to their partner during that time. So, ask for a maximum of 20 minutes, so that your partner really focus on you, listen to what you want to convey.


4. Pleasure 

This is one factor that is often lost and no longer perceived women, especially after having children. Job, rent a house, things are a burden and responsibility of families, making the relationship loses the element of fun.

Neuman suggests, married couples need to design routines with such a date, once a week. Although tired after work, a time to a date alone. At least, spent two hours together, at home, alone. Take advantage of this moment by talking together about that things, do not discuss about jobs, money, and children.

5. Affection
One more thing she needs to feel happy, affections. Hugs, kisses, just a surprise call from the couple said, "I Love You", simple things like this coveted female from her partner.

"Give a touch of the woman five times a day, at least 30 seconds, do it every day for one week. If a husband can do this to his wife, do not be surprised when they would feel happier with the relationship", explains Neuman.

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Signs your love unrequited

Currently we are exploring the relationships, the big question that arises is, "Does he/she have the same feeling?" Sometimes these questions can make us dizzy, pale, lazy and afraid for being push away. Do not be worry and afraid boys-girls because girl/boy that you are in date must give you sign. Watch correctly the sign. Well... Greg Hartley help you with the signs, Greg Hartley is a former investigator of a special unit in the United States who is also the author of the book I Can Read You Like a Book: How to Spot the Message and Emotions People Are Really Sending With Their Body Language, body language, eye contact, and touch, could be a clue that is easier for us. Hartley helps us read the four signs that we must find a date, to find out whether he could be a lover's heart.

Signs 1: Consider the distance created

"First and foremost, see how he created the distance when talking to us", said Hartley. So, if the other person at a date we do not feel comfortable to talk with close proximity, it could be a sign that he does not think a more intimate relationship. But if the opposite happens, then it shows he did not just want to know us as friends.

Signs 2: Consider the tone of his voice

If your date we speak with soft tones, according to Hartley it is a good sign. "Because he wanted us just to hear his words. Especially if he wants to share a secret, it means he is already comfortable". Then how should we respond to the situation? Hartley suggested that we stay calm, "Do not just show us the upper hand. Because sometimes it is better to make a man wonder if we have the same taste with him".

Signs 3: Notice how her posture when speaking

Masculinity own form of body language, that is the way with well-built, open shoulders with your chin perpendicular, to successfully create a strong impression. But this only happens if they were to be between men. When dealing with women, especially women who are attracted his attention, the male will be slightly bent so that his posture looks like a little circular. Hartley interpret this as a signal from the male to provide protection to women who had been invited to speak. Shoulders are slightly skewed to create a short distance, the listener, while giving the impression of protecting. "This is a positive sign that he is completely comfortable with you."

Signs 4: Always make eye contact

If your date look that we always provide shade whenever he saw us, then it is a good sign. "That means, he is really fascinated with you and ready to go into a more serious level. So, give a little smile to her happy, "Hartley suggested. For we who can read the sign, then the decision is in our hands. Choose, whether we are worthy of a date selected as a sweetheart or not. Complete this sign with the words our hearts so that the best choice out of our heads.

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Stupid, idiot, and non sense girl!

I still remember his words that he said yesterday, still remind in my heart and still so hurt. Like I guess he is back and asking forgiveness for what he said yesterday. But this heart still in pain and it is not easy to recover as easy as he hurt and then asking for forgiveness.
Still he blamed me that I still not understand him. I become hurt more, if he asked me to understand him then he should understand me too. He thing when call me stupid, idiot and nonsense for me is only a joke like he said. Then when he called me stupid, idiot, and nonsense girl as a joke so his love only joke too.
Then is his love only for feed his desire?
Really I felt so stupid when I heard he called me stupid, idiot, nonsense. I feel serving him is no meaning, it is my obligation but for me serving, caring and keep relation with him because I love him. But this love is not enough to care and keep this relation.
This relationship is not healthy anymore.
I'm bored, I'm bored to dream with you.
I am trying to make my heart as cold as the south term pole. I don't want this heart melt easily   like common ices  when I heard his sweet words.
Baby... you have to learn not hurting my heart always.
You have to learn that girl heart is not stronger like boys heart.
It is so weak till when it is getting too much hurt but always still can forgive.
You don't understand my burden, I tried to shared it with you but you heard it with 1 ear.
I feel disappointed already shared my burden with.
Yea...you are right that I only stupid, idiot and nonsense girl who love smart boy like you.
How can this heart still want to be hurt, but I don't know this heart always accept getting hurt again and again.
This blog is a space to share my burden sometime my joy, my love feeling, my hurt, etc.
I don't know why I like to write more when I'm sad.
Ok baby...  I don't know if I still can accept you again.

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Feels like Forever alone

Feels like forever alone, yes now I i like forever alone.

Feels so hurt, actually I'm tired to have bf but I don't know why I still fall in a love with the name of bf-gf relationship.

I need hubby, tired for bf.

Bf made me get hurt a lot.

Why I need to have bf if bf can't help my problem?

Better to live alone without bf.

Bf only want me to make him happy and to share his burden but he didn't do anything when I'm in depress.

I'm tired want to run away and reach what I want to reach.

I hate him.....

Because of thinking that I had with him then I need to care relationship, spend my time and energy for keeping stupid relationship.

This is very exhausted and now I feel very tired. Waiting him....

I don't know what to do feels like lost my way.

I know I can't be happy always it must be sad time.

When I'm become old then I feel life become harder

This mind also very bad, I'm envious with some girls.

Sometime I feel why I can't be like them?

I have to be more than them, but see now I still stuck in here.

I want to fly.

Reach my highest dream.

But that only dream when I only dream it.

Still don't know which step should I take.

I need help.

Maybe God is punishing me now, because I'm bad.

Ok I will try to accept when people call me bad, idiot, stupid and nonsense, just say yes I'm.

I'm envious when I see a kids can be very happy without any burden, they don't thinking how hard is life.

They want to be adult but they don't know that to be adult is a lot of depress and burden.

Crying is not something to made you get what you want anymore but crying for adult is to decrease burden.

I don't know why God made this life.

There must be a reason.

Life is hard and it is seriously complicated.

Happy life forever alone.

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Meet the candidates laws?

It must be admitted that the love story continues whether or not you can be known after a meeting with the parents of her/his. One bit of attitude, it could be your relationship and even his family did not go smoothly. As a workaround, follow these tricks:

1. We met the mother-in-law, apply the 3P.
What is 3P? Yes ladies, praise, praise, and praise. No need to overdo it. You can praise her worn clothing, cooking is super yummy, or ... responded positively about their child(your lover). Simple is not it?

2. Forget all that you do not like.
No need to keep the image and certainly not to be self-centered. At the beginning of the meeting, the subject must be more about the lovers or mother. The mother likes to knit? Maybe you could like.

3. Ask questions that are safe, he is such a childhood.
Besides the answer will be interesting, you also can avoid mother of all questions that make you nervous.


4. Save a MOPs.
Yep, better known as MOPs or making out in public. Because there are many who think this is not polite. Especially if you show it in front of his parents? Guaranteed, not even hot like seeing your behavior!


5. A mother usually wants to show that he knows better character than your son.
So, when her mother was telling him about your favorite menu or even a bad habit. All you have to do is listen, agreed, and laughed. (Lidya / Cosmopolitan)

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Back to his Love

Ehm... After too much fighting with him then took few of time to break, I thought that he want to leave me but he back again and asking forgiveness. I don't know what I feel, still I love him but sometime I feel in doubt too. I want to leave him but when he left, I want him to comeback. I don't know what will happen in future, I thought want to be serious with him but it seems he is still not sure. I know his reason and I don't want to be angry like before because of that.

But sometime I'm tired with him. He is nice but sometime also so annoying. And honestly, I still remember my x who diagnose brain tumor. I still hope my x can recover and I know it is like hopeless because he already diagnose get brain tumor stage 3. I didn't leave and ask for break with my x, but he decides to leave me and I lost contact with him. How can I lost contact with him because it was long distance relationship. Still can't forget his smile and happy face when saw me and I don't get his eyes from my bf now.

After my x and before my bf there is a boy come to me. We were best friend, sharing and talking everything like a craps, it was nice, too much fun and never really fight with him but he is become busy and me too. Now I have bf, feel lost my best friend, with my bf feel can't share everything. Sometime I want to talk about hot news and issue with him but he is not really interest. But with my x and my best friend, it was so fun talking about hot news and all issues like politic issue.

I'm with bf but still I am missing my x and my best friend. I think that I don't have any plan with my bf, it is like enjoy life for now although we are talking about future many times but it was not our plan. He said that he don't want give any promise and don't plan anything. Yeah...Actually I become not really care with my bf but always miss him too.

This blog like my diary but not all I wrote here. Why I write in here because by writing I can be calm down when I was angry, it is better way to cold me. I was tried to reduce or remove some bad attitude. People said I'm nice, my x, my bf and my best friend told that too but I don't think so.

Miss my best friend, with him the days was lot of smile and laughing but with bf the day less of smile and laughing. Back to his love ,I don't know it is right decision or not, I didn't talk a lot about my bf to my other friend than my x. I like to keep about him, because not sure with him. I didn't get anything from my bf but I can call him baby, I miss to call baby.

Back to my bf love.... I don't know what will happen but it was a lot of cry with him.

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Love lesson from K-Drama

Korean drama series follows the romance was successfully tells a simple but compelling to the end of the episode. Not infrequently made you curious, could not even sleep thinking about it. Well, special for you, Cosmo present some fun love Fearless tip of the Korean drama series.

The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince

 To attract female customers come to a new coffee shop, Han-kyeol decided to hire employees who were all men. On the other hand, Eun-Chan who has a very tomboyish appearance, financial difficulties and was pretending to be male to get a job at the coffee shop. Until the end of Han-kyeol'd fallen in love with him. Love Lesson: Who says women tomboyish even difficult to get her target men? Creativity, persistence and confidence are strengths that unconsciously you may have. And that's your extra points!

Princess Hours

Shin Prince demanded to be married in order to replace the throne of his father who was seriously ill. The court finally got the idea to marry Shin with an ordinary girl who is headstrong Chae-gyoung. Love Lesson: Chae-gyoung attitude that is, sincere and kind only made him admired men in the kingdom. That's what inner beauty is all about, ladies! Make him melt with sincerity and extra attention that is not made-up!

Secret Garden

Due to a misunderstanding, Joo Won, CEO of a famous department store arrogant, acquainted with Gil Ra Im, a stunt woman, until finally Joo Won liked it. Although initially Ra Im continue to reject it, but eventually the love has grown among them. Love Lesson: It turns out there is the need to know also we play hard. Yes, playing hard to get can make him curious half-dead and added eagerly pursuing you. But remember, do not be too long tide of high prices. Can-can the he was bored and looking for a target other women.








Pasta
Pasta is about a young woman who dreams of becoming an elite chef at an Italian restaurant La sphere. Yoo-Kyung Seo began his career as an assistant chef for three years ranked third in the La sphere, until he eventually became assistant pasta chef and stealing the attention of his superiors. Love Lesson: Have high ideals? Yup make it a reality. Men like women who are independent and knows what she wants. With determination like that, any man can you make to its knees. You Deserve it! (Lidya / Cosmopolitan)

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I could not leave him!

Why I feel I don't know what is right, sometime want to leave him but sometime don't want to leave. Then the fact that I could not leave him.

He is not everything but he is special one who don't like to leave me, he want be with me. Maybe I'm blind or too much blamed him but when he left me really miss him so much.

I don't know the feeling only on me or he feels too, but when I missed him then usually he call me.

It is always right together too much fighting, leaving too much missing.

I don't know if he is my destiny or not destiny, but he is the one who hard to leave me.

Sometime he can replace my x and my best friend but sometime he only make me depress.

I want clean but it is hard with him.

Ehm....

Love really complicated.

And still I could not leave him.

When he asks to back always I accept and I don't know why can be like this too.

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Want to leave!

I didn't talk to my bf since two days a go and it is going three days now. I didn't say that we are already end or other word that same meaning with it, I only said bye but without my style that I used to say when I want to leave. It is seem I'm bad, right? But I did it because he is too much annoyed. I think I'm really angry on him because I already blocked him from my fb and notice him as annoying person.

I feel he becomes not respecting me, I feel he same likes other stupid boys, I feel he is not same like before when I was meet him in first time.

Yesterday he called me but only missed call without voice, it was about 4-5 times. I don't know why he called me without voice, is he already realize that he already hurt me? Or maybe he thinks that I will comeback that is why he is not like a foolish boy likes before, before when I ever left him. Yeah..he is take it easy and ignoring my anger.

I'm bored to be gf and always fighting, I don't feel loose him too. I think to be single is better for now than crying for someone that not respect me again. I'm tired to fight for useless things, better in silent for now. If he really love me then he will say forgiveness with pure heart and understand his mistake but otherwise he is stubborn and too much dominant so better leave each other.

Before I decided to leave, he told that better leave each other etc, I didn't know it was joke or for sure, but it made me confuse what actually he want. It seems he like to leave me and make me sad, because he like if I'm crying too. He is the one who really made me frustration, he is the one who made me cried a lot, he is the one who asked my time more, and he is the one who I gave forgiven a lots.

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Yeah I want to leave but still hard, I want to stay silent without contact him, I want to know what his next reaction, if he won't call then I accept that my relationship with him is end.

I don't know maybe I was take pride to my self too much but I feel I already gave him a lot, it is not kind of stuff but like attention, respect, advice, help etc but he like to say that I didn't respect him, not patient, etc and he hasn't ever give me any stuff too. Hahaha.... I feel stupid because our relationship will be 5 months in 20th of this month, yeah...I'm stupid, I think it is fact. And the fact he don't like if I called my self stupid.



Ok...let see what the next story of this complicated love.

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Your sweetheart very forgetful? These the solutions!

Let alone remember the date or invented the first film you watch to him or her at the beginning of a relationship, the promise of dinner he spoke just before leaving for work he had forgotten. Annoying? Sure! But you do not need too long soluble in pique because Cosmo had a surefire way to "refresh" his memory.



1. Prepare Reminder

Write down your plan later after work with a partner, such as dinner or sex session. Use sticky notes with bright colors, then put in an easy to reach, can in the bathroom, the refrigerator door, or briefcase. He's definitely going to see small objects are very eye catching.

2. Put Items In Place

If he often forgot his wallet, car keys, cell phones, or even his glasses, then you should have a place to store items needed day to day. Well, if the goods are in the same place every day, this will makes him easier to remember.


3. Visualize You and your partner eager to realize the plan to a romantic island?

Well, so that these plans do not end up a mess, make it "remember" if you and he has a purpose. Paste a picture of the island as you want it in his office, tuck a paper "We will be here!" Under the picture. Besides reminding, that image will also be motivated, darling!


4. Stay Healthy

Make sure your partner is getting enough rest, exercising regularly and eating nutritious foods for memory. Option can be raw carrots and fresh fruit. Do you know? All these things can well contribute to keep the works of his memory.



5. Refresh mind

Nagging you certainly will not efficacious for the cure to its forgetful. So try to be more patient slowly to remind him. Perhaps he often forgot because he was tired. To that end, avoid the middle of a tense of alone moment. (Lidya Irawati / Cosmopolitan)

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Let me to forget him if he is not for me

I don't know why I still remember him, I miss him a lot now. I feel I can't love other boys as I was love him. I was too much happy when I met him, I felt it was perfect. It hard to forget him. If I'm betrayal my bf, I said to my bf that I still remember my x because we are separated not because we hate each other but he decided to leave because he thinks there is no chance to recover from that illness. My bf was angry when I told about that but finally he understands because he also have past and he can't forget her too. I don't know what my bf plan but I'm not sure that I will have a future with him like I was so sure with my x.

Feel lose plan when my x leave me and I'm afraid that I will get same pains like before. Me and my bf have decided to have a relationship without commitment, he said just do it and enjoy it. It is made me sad because what he said made me feel no destiny with him, why should care him? Honestly, I love my bf but I still thinking other boys my x and my best friend. Sometime I'm thinking that my bf if my bf is my x or my best friend. With my x I was so happy and with my best friend was so fun but with my bf feel lots of problem because we like to fight and blame each other.

I love my bf but sometime I'm thinking why I should care him and love him more if he only wants enjoy it now. I can't only enjoy it, I want have plan but he don't want to make any plan. I'm afraid that he only want to have a fun and play me only. I ever asked to him if he serious with him or only play me but it was made me very angry. I don't know what to do, if he only want to play and to have a fun then if I still can does same why not? But sometime he asks more and i feel not comfortable. I ever ask to end relationship with my bf but he angry and said I planned that. Confuse.....

When I was sad or just fight with my bf, many times I remembered my x and my best friend. I want can run to my best friend and share my burden to him like before but everything is change now. I don't want he become far from me not long as before I accept my bf propose. Now I'm sad and thinking if my x not for me should I can forget him easily but in fact it is hard to forget him. I don't know why he is very special for me, love him like something wonderful and beautiful but I can't reach too.

I miss my bf, my x and my best friend now. Really feel bad, actually I just need a boy but it seems I have to try to taste many love. They said first love is hard to forget but is easy to forget my first for me, I was like a crazy girl when I love him but I don't know the hardest to forget is my x (I called him Mumu).

Let me to forget him if he is not for me. Mumu... where are you, how are you, are you still alive? I miss you and still hope that you will comeback or at least you will recover.

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Last night I didn't know that he was calling me 9 times

He called me 9 times and I didn't pick up because I was out without my mobile and it is start the fight.
If I were you I must angry too.
You are good.
I'm bad.
And I'm afraid to hurt you more but I did hurt you a lots.
Baby... I'm sorry, I still I love you and missing you always.

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DAILY HABITS TO TURN THE ATTENTION OF HIM

Take a look at how many times a day you look at your face in the mirror just to make up after finish? Surely the answer many times! Well ... this is reasonable, especially if you always feel less attractive. But do not automatically think of looks alone, darling! Things often do you do day-to-day, was also able to steal the attention of men, you know. What? Following leak.


Smile
Yup, a men's magazine survey revealed that woman with a beautiful smile can show that she is a nice person! Hmmm ... one thing that shows a high quality woman of your dreams, without having to show off anything.

Speaking Honestly

Be honest and be yourself shows that you are the person who can respect others. Well, this certainly is the most exciting things beyond sex appeal! Well, if previously you always try to figure the "mysterious" to attract the hearts of men coveted. Now, do not have to do it again, honey! Simply by being what it is without having to be someone else, you can make him fall in love.

The Good Listeners
This attitude turns you already do every day, you know! Such as the day he took out the week and it turns out you immediately mark it in the calendar. So, your attitude as a good listener, the end can does everything on time, right? Hmmm .. because everyone wants to be heard, so it's no wonder why men love it!

Laugh
No need to try hard to be funny all the time, because with a little sense of humor that you have seen can actually make you look more sexy and exciting! Do not be afraid to make the atmosphere drop instantly, telling stories about the funny moments that have also experienced will make him happy laugh with you.

Eye Contact
Actually had long you have the "assets" that could melt the hearts of men. Yes, women have very beautiful eyes! When talking to the him, your eyes will show an interest owned. It also reveals if you are a woman who is confident. So, just keep it up, darling! (Lidya Irawati / Cosmopolitan)

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I want to reach my dreams

Before my dreamed not like my today dream, I think my dream is changing when I'm become older, but all dreams are not changing but soft of dreams still same.

I feel still young, it was like yesterday but it was a few years a go. People changing they are growing old and each of them have different way to thinking and have different aim in life.

Everybody have dream but if their dream put in curve then some of people have so high dream, fairly, and other just static. This life is mystery, all people want their dream come true. Some of people could reach their dream but some of them could not reach it.

Everybody must have dream because dream is one of reason why people have spirit to life. Sometime I'm afraid what will happen on my future, is it great or just static. I want to to reach my dream. If some of other people can reach of their most great dream, why I can't reach it my dream too.

Still I want to live because of my parents, I want to make them happy because they have me and breed me. I didn't have serious reason to live if I have my other half because I didn't find him yet.

I count life so fast but so long when walking on it.

I believe there is a God, I believe a God manage and create everything.

I believe then I still have hoped.

I believe we send to this world must have a reason.

We are not in this world by accidentally but it is already provision and with this provision, God give a special right, it is to choose.

I believe God manage everything but God also give us right to choose but under control of God.

Really life is very complicated.

And I don't want miss my train.

I want to reach my dream.

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Now Everything is Changing

Today he said to me, now everything is changing, only will talk with me for 2 hours. I feel he becomes ignoring me now and I feel he doesn't have time for me also. Why I feel sad with that, what I am expect from him?

I don't know what he expects from me too. He likes to say that he will leave me but in fact he always comeback after leave me.

Maybe what I said is right, Together too much fighting, leaving too much missing. Maybe he were missing me when he live without me. I don't know is not easy not to care with him. I don't know when after he leaved me then come back to me again is hard to ignore him. Always I opened my hands for him. Always I feel he is not same with other but why sometime he is so annoying and like to make me angry?

Baby... I don't know why like this too. Maybe he thinks that I like if he leave and ignoring me, but I don't think that. I want when I need him then he will always there for me, and when he need me then I'm here for him, like before but for positive things. He was like that, but he was changed need me for something that I tried to control.

Everything is not same anymore, everything is changing. Yes... time is running so fast.

But I know I still love him.

This is really complicated.

Sometime I hate him, sometime I angry to him, sometime I like him, sometime I need him, sometime I love him too much, he was there always but now he not  always there like before .

But I know I still love him.

I don't know why I love him.

I feel missing something without him.

Take care for you, baby...

It's hard to understand you.

I want marry when I am with you.

But I back with my aim when I am without you.

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HOW TO CHANGE HIS BAD HABIT

Indeed, every woman wants to have an ideal partner. Hmmm ... ideal? Yes, someone who certainly independent, have a stable mental foundation, and a great personality. But there are many men out there that suddenly altering their properties are so fascinating becomes unpleasant. Well, here Cosmo give some tips for you to handle this problem.


Often he harbored Emotions

Starting from the expression on his face that often looks annoyed even sudden lazy admonish you. Even ... behavior than when you're coming months? Hmm, most likely the he is upset at something.

All you have to do:

Men do not want to show when they're emotional, because it can be seen as a weakness. If he refuses to tell you about the problem, let him calm down. When he is calm, assured he would tell you about all the problems.



He Always Forget

First the he forgot to schedule a date with you, both he forgot to call you after they were promised, the third day he forgot your anniversary together, even forgetting your anniversary date. You are also reminded he was tired of going about things. Oh and it turns out, he's still just forgot the name of your pet dog at home.

What should you do:

Give a satire that could make him remember. Such friends, "I want to go buy a gift for her birthday party this weekend". He probably will remember if your birthday was also the same as Kate's birthday.



He's Too Sensitive

At times, you are busy with a myriad office work that piled up, until you forget to give the news to him? Well, if the lover immediately complain that you do not care, do not necessarily think of it as a possessive man, dear! This could be your spouse, including the type of men who are too sensitive.

What You Should Do:

Facing the sensitive guy, is not easy. You should not be too hard or too 'excuse' habits. For that, try deh give him the sense that you are an independent woman who can be trusted. Interspersed with intimate humor or joke every time he is in the "term" sensitive moments with you. (Lidya / FT)

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Love your family more than your partner!

When you are happy you will remember your bf/gf but when you are sad you will remember your parents. When you healthy you will miss your bf/gf but when you sick you will remember your parents especially your mother.

You thinking your bf/gf more than your parents.

Sometime you dare to shout your parents because of your bf/gf.

You also dare to run away from home because of your bf/gf.

You think he/she is everything.

But who will always welcome you are your parents.

Only your parents who will love you always although when you are wrong and not good.

See the baby life around you, See how much their parents love them.

You can't remember everything how your parents threaten you but you can saw the babies around you.

Think if they didn't love you then how can you grow up like now.

Your family who were hug and lift you when you were crying.

Your family who did teach you when you can't do anything in baby time.

Your family who were woke up in the middle of night when you were crying because of thirsty and not comfortable, they were love you even they are tired and sleepy.

They were always try to made you happy even they are sad.

Love your family more than your bf/gf.

Open your eyes, look around you, your parents who were always there when you were need them.


I love you my mother, father, sisters and brother.

Hope our life always blessing.

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How You Save Your Relationship From A Break Up?

If you want to know, “how to save your relationship from a break up”, I presume that you and your partner have been going through really tough times lately, to the extent that either both or one of you is contemplating moving out of the relationship. If it offers some kind of solace, let me tell you that you are not the only couple to have reached such a stage. It would make you even more relieved to know that this situation can be reversed and things can get back to as they were, provided both of you are willing to make the relationship work.

Tips on How to Save Your Relationship From a Break Up
For saving your relationship from a break up, the first thing that you need to do is to talk to your partner. There is no conflict or issue in a relationship, which cannot be resolved through talking. If you are not talking to each other, then I suggest that you take the initiative and call your partner. Remember, ego should never ever come in between love. At the same time, when you do talk to your partner, don't sound or look desperate. Do not beg them to stay in the relationship. Instead, simply call up and see whether he/she wants to meet you. If he says yes, consider it a positive sign. If he says no, ask how he is doing and make some small talk. Wait for about a week and then again ask him out. Do not rush things as it will show how desperate you are. Instead, be in control of the situation, by acting maturely and patiently.

Presuming that you two are on talking terms again and your partner has agreed to meet you, the next thing that you both should do is to sit together and analyze what went wrong in the relationship. Here, an important tip to save your relationship from breaking up is to discuss things and not blame one another. Respect, trust, love and open communication, these are the hallmarks of a successful relationship. So, treat your partner with respect and listen to their viewpoint with an open mind. Arrive at the reasons which drove both of you apart and then find solutions for the same together.

Generally, it is seen that relationships fall apart when the partners are not able to give time to one another. With the hectic lifestyles that most of us lead these days, it is no wonder that partners hardly get one to one time on a daily basis. Many of us spend more time with our colleagues as compared to our own spouses. The result? Breakdown of relationships at home and the tendency towards having flings with co-workers or anyone else a person comes in contact with while out of home. So, to avoid all these and to save your relationship, spend quality time with your partner. Go on romantic dates and holidays as you used to when you first fell in love. Join a dance or any other hobby class together so that you can have fun in each other's company. This will certainly help in improving the bond that you two share.

Sometimes, relationships get strained if one of the persons is over possessive and jealous. Both these can be detrimental to one's relationships. Every man and woman in a relationship should remember that the other person has a life beyond the relationship. Respecting each other's space, giving them an opportunity to be themselves and explore various things in life, rather than constraining them, can actually build a strong foundation of trust in the relationship.

Lastly, if things are really out of hand and you two have some issues for which you can't find a solution, it is best that you go in for relationship counseling. A counselor will talk to both of you individually as well as a couple. He can get to the bottom of why you are experiencing problems and suggest some good solutions for the same.

For a relationship to be successful, both the partners should be physically, emotionally and intellectually compatible. Have a frank talk amongst yourself, try to understand what is lacking in your relationship and then work on it. As mentioned earlier, having fun together is extremely important too. So, try adventure sports or read together or go on a holiday. These things will definitely strengthen your bond. In the end, it would pay to keep in mind that some relationships work and some don't. So, even if you two are not able to make your relationship a success, do not be disheartened. Keep an open mind and remember – whatever happens in life, happens for the best!

source:  http://space4masti.com

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Together too much fighting, leaving too much missing, arghhhh...

I feel bad, a few days ago I was shouting to him and talk too much bad things. I was so hurt because his words, now that angers already gone. He become careless with me after I shouted too much too him, now I understand he was acted like a foolish because he were love me.

I feel so bad, maybe I did hurt him too much. We decided to be only friend, it's good for me. Be friend is better but sometime I miss to talking about love with him. Now I shared a normal subject.

I was blind, he is a good boy, he was only a little bit play with me, maybe want make me jealous but I was too much emotional then it was made me angry, too much angry.

But what a good thing on him is, he was never left me when I was in angry, he accompanies me till I'm calm down. But a bad thing on him is, he always made me jealous when I become calm down after angry. He also listen me when I'm cry and sad. A good one.

Do you know... Actually I also don't know what the reason why I have to miss him, maybe I miss the routine to love him, to share with him. Now everything is different, I don't know what will happen. But I feel he still love me, till now he never delete me or block me from everywhere. When I said hi to him, he also always answer.

It was a few days ago but see... I miss him. I don't know why I miss him.

But I also trust with my feeling, he was still not serious with me. He was still unsure to be more serious with me. I don't know... But now feel better without fight with him, I don't care if he tried to find a new girl because I believe everything are manage and done by Allah.

But with him really different, I never cried as much as I cried with him, I never angry to boys as much as I angry with him, I was happy too, I was able feel his feeling ( now I am not sure still able to do it), I don't know I'm not sad when he leaved me maybe because actually he hasn't leave me. I don't know what is true, but in my mind if he is my destiny then he will not go to leaved me and choose other girl. If he is my destiny then he will back if he is not then he will go.

Take it easy... everything is done and manage by Allah. Allah know what is the best for us.

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Why he always back and back again?

After leaved me why most of boys that ever come to my life want back again with me. I did give many chances to them but they leaved me and then after that they look for me again. But I was not give more chances after felt too much heart.

I thought that he is different from that other boys, but he is same with them too. I'm sad and sadder when after he leaved then come back again.

Really I like him but who want to swing and playing always.

After leaved then begging to come back but after come back talking about other girl and sometime compared me to them. I did try to be patient, I felt I did do like he want, but still he is not respect me.

I don't know what he want, he never leaved me when I am shouting to him and angry to him, he always wait till I'm be calm down but after I calmed down then he talked about other girl about his xgf.

How stupid am I? Still it's hard to leaved him, he ever told that how he can leave me? But today I had thinking that he will leave me. Because I was shouting a lot to him, but after calm then he asked me to help him with to make new relationship. It's really shit.

I can't

I don't know how to understanding him, really I'm too much frustration on him. Tired with it. He swings my heart then I will swing his heart too, if he doesn't like then he should not back to me again after flattering other girl.

I don't know what I typed today, too much hurt with his chatted today.

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Break or not?

It is Saturday night, it has been 3 days since our last chat, no actually yesterday I still say hi to him but it was dry, no sense.

I don't know what to do, continue or its enough in here. He said that he still waiting her, while he said that he had planned. I knew his plan was want to take serious with me because I was asked to end our relationship but he was trying to make me come back to him by saying that he had a plan with me. But 3 days ago, why he said that he was still waiting here?

So what the meaning of me on his side?

Feels like a toy to cheers him when he sad and feels alone till she will back to him. He like to call me player but now, who is player?

I tried to loyal with him, tried to understand him, tried to care him with this long distance relationship but he only thinking of his self.

He said I'm not respect him because when he want to talk I always said I feel sleepy, I don't know what kind of respect is when I did give my time at least 4 hours every night for him while our time different is 3 hours, when he called me at 3 am, I woke up for him while I was sleep only 2 hours and we will talk till 8-9am and when you still ask my day time to talk then I gave to him, but still he said I'm not respect him. When I will sleep and do my project, if almost a whole day I did spend my time for him? And he asked "What is your job there? Only chatting, sleep and your project when I said I want to talk but you always say you are sleepy? You know, I'm work in here but still I spend my time for you, but you not respect me!"

Now, why I have to spend a whole my time for him when he will back to her? Why I have to wasting my time to him?

He thought my project likes his jobs which make invoices that always he did everyday, then each invoice only take 10 minutes. Do you know, my project is about programming and I need very focus on it because I still learn for everything in here, not all syntax I did understand, everything is new for me. Because I start to learn and then make this project.

I did explain my situation and hope that he will understand, but he was said, "So I only disturb you and wasting your time? Don't waste your time for me." I never hope that he will answer likes that, I feel he only thinking of his self when he answer like that. Then I talk about our relationship if we will be serious in future, but he said that he still waiting her. Everything like broken in my mind, who am I, feels no meaning, feels not important. To make my self back to the world, I said to him, "I still thinking the previous one too (F), I think he is still alive". Mean I am not waiting F but only thinking of him, because with F it was very fun and perfect but both hasn't tell love yet. Now F is sick, and I don't know if F still have the life expectancy or not. F is who suffer brain tumor stage 3.

Now it has been 3 days we are not talk, I will stay likes this because I need to finish my study not cheers up him till he back to his girl.

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20 SIGNS HE IS VERY LOVE YOU

"He loves me .. He loves me not .. ", this sentence must have often crossed your head when thinking about the him and the myriad mysteries. Yep, he is indeed very difficult to say 3 magical words, ie "I love you". But if your partner has done some things below,  no more worries , Because he's REALLY into you, honey! Here are 20 Signs he is very love you girl, from cosmopolitan magazine.
1. How busy him, he would always reply to your message even only for the shortest, "I'll call you, honey!"
2. Whenever and whatever you need him, you can always count him in.
3. Your phone number was the first time he had contact while being bored stuck in a traffic jam capital.
4. He eagerly listened to your story excitement after meeting with the girls some time ago. Every detail!
5. When you write something that looks sadly through Twitter, he will quickly ask, "Bad day, huh?"
6. You often see him wearing a shirt that you gave or you chooses when you both shopped together.
7. He will be very nervous if you do not reply to fuel it.
8. He is concerned with all members of your family, even when he is busy with the affairs of the office, he took time to say "yes Regards to your parents!".
9. If there is a tragedy, you're the first person he sought to excite any complaints and sadness. And yes, including crying.
10. He was always faithful to listen to when you were talking about all the things on your mind
11. When you fight, he often said, "I'm sorry" in advance, though the quarrel originated from your mistakes.
12. He does not mind to hangout with your woman friends and listen to them even help provide a solution.
13. You'll find your favorite albums on his car CD player.
14. He will truly remember your every word, including things that even yourself forget ever say it.
15. He was the first and last in the list of your chat or phone calls every day.
16. When you're at a club and drunk. He will patiently embrace you for walking out with his left hand and his right hand carrying bags and shoes.
17. You never hear, "Yeah, whatever!" Out of his mouth.
18. Every time you ask "I'm fat, huh?".  He would answer, "You are look sexy."
19. She likes to send a message to tell the things that not important, actually he just want you to go deeper into his life.
20. Men really like to be in control. So if he surrendered, and occasionally let you take control of her life, it's love!

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I let you go if you want to go

Maybe I'm crazy if I love someone should I won't let him go to leave me, but I let you go if you wanna go. I don't take pride of myself, but I feel you not appreciate my love, you only care of yourself not thinking of my situation and my condition. Do you know how do you feel when I'm sick and need your attention, but you are busy with another girl. I know you are far from me but your attention like send me text and asking about my condition, its so meaning full for me. Although I feel don't want to open my eyes and don't want move everywhere and I said I'm fine but you ask my condition and you hope that you were here it will make me very happy.

Do you know... I feel you are become far from me. You like to say to me that you will leave me someday, if you only said it 1 or twice then I will ask don't go, but you said it many time to me then I become not caring with this words again. Just use your mind, how do you feel if I said that? If you really love me even you need me so much, I think you understand that I need rest time also. You were angry when I said that I'm sleepy and you tell that I don't care with you. I tried to make you understand, but my explanation was useless. If you asking me to stay awake just for sometime then it doesn't matter for me but you ask it for everyday. But when you need take a rest then you asked me not to bother you, hi.....where is your mind? Where is your heart? Is it real love, I said its arrogant.

I don't want share this to you (it was useless) and I don't want to share with friend. I only want to share in here, because I don't need solution, just wait time will answer who are you. This is my suggestion, see... I'm not good girl, I'm stupid, idiot, nonsense, crazy, liar, player and there is no space to called me a good girl. So... if you want to leave me then leave me because you have many reason to leave, but don't be regret if in future you were take wrong decision. If I'm still single maybe will welcome you again, but if there is other boy who take place of you then don't ask me to back to you. You were start it then you have to finish it also.

Just pride of yourself, you are good boy and I'm bad girl.
See... what you did text to me when I was asking about your condition? Your answer seem you are not interest to talk with me because you were busy talk with other girl. Do you know, I'm sick here?
Sorry, if other people reach this blog and read this post, feel how shame and stupid of me. I'm so sorry, I just want to release my anger, no need any suggestion.

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I want to leave you but it's hard to do

Baby... when I fight with you mostly I remember "The Notebook" movie. We often to fight but easy to forgive each other and then in final fight always we feel our love.

I want to leave you because you take my time a lot, sometime you don't let me to sleep just because you want to talk with me more. It's OK if you talked about important thing. But in fact you only want to talk about love me, love you, like that.

Sometime you also want me more but when I said no, you became angry and then we fight. In fight you always ask me to leave you forever and many time I answered and decided yes. But when you talk more then I can't do it. I become calm and I felt our love.

Still I'm not sure that you are my destiny. Still I remember him. Still I hope to see him again. I don't know, maybe I'm blind. There is a love in front of me but I still hoping a love in far away. A love that maybe already forget me and never thinking me. Baby... maybe I was to much happy and too much love him, and it was so hurt when he leaved me. It's so hurt because he leave me because he is sick (hard sick) and I don't know if he still alive or already die. But I'm sure he is still alive.

Baby.. sometime I got flash that you will leave me someday and I will be gloomy again. Giving fake smile and fake laugh because I'm hiding my pain. Baby... I want to leave you but why it's so hard. When you bothering me to kiss you more, I'm thinking is it right that love connected with lust? Because when talk with you I feel something spreading. When I see you, I feel nothing special. Still I like his face than you, but why it's hard to leave you although I want.

Baby... forgive me because I still want him, still hope that he will recover and comeback to me. Sorry for this mind.

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4 Phases Broken Heart

No wind no rain, suddenly he's off. In fact, shortly curved yellow coconut. Hurt, for sure. The world seemed to collapse? Yes, it is. How can you can so immediately get up? According to Barbara De Angelis, author of The 100 Most Asked Questions About Love, Sex, and Relationship, there are four stages of the healing process that must be traversed.
Phase 1: Feeling torn
Time: 2 weeks - 4 months
At this stage, you may be crying all day, feeling lost, helpless, lonely, loss of appetite, and even feel pain in my chest that never subsides. Is the most difficult stage in the breakup. You feel the pain will never end. But you are wrong. You will be through it well, even faster, when doing the following things:
* Have a good cry, because the longer you want to internalize it, the longer it will end anyway.
* Make a solid schedule of activities. Get busy yourself and spend time with friends and family.
* Exercise and eat regularly. Keep your body health. The more fit body, you are even more stable psychologically.
* Avoid seeing or talking to a former spouse. It does not matter so much you want to call and hear his voice. Do not ever do! The more often you meet, the longer the healing process.

Phase 2: Adjustment
Time: 2-6 months
At this stage, you will be able to talk and think about the former without the hurt and anger. You can think clearly. You no longer feel as victims and not often cry or be sad anymore. Even if still crying, its frequency is once a week. You will only be sad when all of a sudden back down memory lane you and him. You begin to rediscover an independent personality. You can have fun again and found life as a single. It could even begin to notice the opposite sex is attractive. You also can judge clearly what is wrong in the relationship over the years. Maybe in the end, you feel lucky to escape the bondage of his love which blinds the eyes.

Phase 3: Healing
Time 6 months - 1 year
Life has begun to normal again. You've been through periods of transition. In this phase, you may have been involved in new relationships. If not, has emerged a desire to start a new relationship. The problem with the former also has successfully completed well. In this stage, the pain was gone. You can take lessons from the events experienced. You feel better, even more optimistic about the future. Occasional memory of the former might be tempting. However, it no longer makes you sad.

Phase 4: Recovery
Time 1 -2 Years
At this stage, you have 100 percent clean from viruses heartbreak. You have been steadily looking to the future better. You now have a new social environment, new friends, and love-new love. Yup, you're ready to love and be loved again. No longer will people who will ask for your relationship with your ex. Incident, you make as a very valuable lesson to forge new relationships. (CHIC Magazine / Fatima Roeslan)

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Romantic time with couple

Freedom is a very desired by anyone, even by you! Express your freedom by doing things that are fun but romantic with your partner. Check out some tips from Cosmo following, and make him want a you in every day.


Take advantage of Room
Plan a picnic in the room with the couple. Use a cozy blanket and leaned back while watching TV, have a snack and a bottle of wine. It may seem unusual at first, but just do it, and you'll feel it later function of the blanket.


Bath Together
Use warm water while you relax, well, there's nothing more fun than feeling the warmth of your partner's body! Do not forget to give aromatherapy and scented soaps add spice to your passion and your partner, a romantic tune. Fragrant perfume in the bathroom make this event more special! (Lidya / DI)


Women's Culture
One day in the city do not have to be expensive! Enter your travel card in your bag and spend the day with a partner with around the galleries, museums, and national parks. If you are lucky, on arrival at home, the couple will feel tired and want to spend the night in bed with you! Earlier Start Set your alarm an hour early and enjoy the sensation is better than a quickie in bed together. Make sure you do your partner's favorite style and make him smile to spend time later.


Sexy Chef
Why have to go out and pay top dollar for a romantic dinner when you can create it? It does not matter if you could just make a simple meal. But to create a more romantic dinner, prepare the candles, music, and of course ... your imagination!  


Message Flirting
Turn your work day by writing an email to the couple, the more intimate the better! Vibration when reading personal email at work is bound to make him smile. If you are stuck in the words, click hoochymail.com there you can find some ideas and just send an email to your spouse yes! Warm Atmosphere Turn off the TV and lights in your house, replace with beautiful candles to add warmth and mysterious! Invite a partner to dance with lilting romantic music, while remembering the good times you and your partner. Ah .. he's definitely not going to forget it.

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In life should don't too much for everything

I learn something today, I was trust too much other people and telling everything in my mind to them (I said them because there is 2 person), when I talked with them they never say if I'm wrong. I shared my problem about relationship, not between bf-gf but with other people but its not friendship also (complicated). They always tell I'm right and you have to keep like this, but then they say everything what I shared to them abaout person who i had problem with.

I know I'm nothing and not important but when I did mistakes then I hope they directly say I'm wrong not agree with my mistake.

I don't like to bother others but it seem I always bother them.

I also learn in this life, don't ask other people to understand you but always try to understand them. You can't live free as you want but you have to respect other people existence. What you thinking is right maybe will be wrong for other.

I know I'm wrong, I was try to be wise and I think I always wise but I never ask if I did wrong and they never say I'm wrong so I think I always right because it. This day its clear I'm wrong, its open my eyes, break my stubborn head but still this heart told she is stodgy/old-fangled.

Do you know why I choose don't too much for the title?

I get this idea because I was too much love a boy then he play me and then leave me. I have too much nice then other people using me. I have too much trust that they wont to betrayal me but they betrayal me. I also heard my friend was too much hate with a boy but then she love him too much. So in this life never run too much if you want life normal.

Do you know, sometime I don't understand why people who hate someone still can be so nice infront of he/she but after that telling everything bad and back-bite behind he/she. For me it is fake attitude and its not right, better say no and don't take this one to be friend but as I see in real, people act nice infront then back-bite.

Allah forgive me if I did mistakes and help me to be nice. As human I know we never can be life as we want. This life is a gift but also trap. Many people don't like have been born in this world, sometime I felt this too but I wont finish my life by suicide because I know this life run by Almighty so you will get problem and punishment if you finish yourself by suicide. I believe it.

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The meaning of his kiss

Whether it's loud, fast, soft, or erotic, kiss the he gives a lot of hidden clues are waiting for you to browse. Listen and learn what her lips trying to say to you. The Sensual Kiss Did you get a soft kiss, Lingering, and exciting? Oh yes, please! This type of kiss does have the intention to trigger all your senses. His hands "wander" on your body and his lips moved gently over your lips. According to the New York psychologist, Max Belkin, PhD., A kiss is to say that the he is emotionally being with you and are very excited to feel the intimacy. You can expect a lot of attention from the him to meet the "needs" you, but do not forget the "need" him yes. Equate your mood and your partner by stroking his hand, or kiss down his neck, and then ... back up to his mouth. Yumm!

The Timid Kiss
A kiss is just a minute may feel very "polite". But this could mean that the he was not sure about how to heat up the atmosphere. If you really want a kiss from him, then give the couple a "green light". Kiss him back with more intensity. "If necessary, involve your tongue," as an explanation of the Los Angeles sex therapist, Patti Britton, PhD. Place your hands on all sensitive parts of your body, eg thighs. This is a sign that you also want the him, and the signal it would give him the confidence to take the next step.


The teasing Kiss
When she kissed her little bottom lip and pull you down or kiss your whole body except the lips, it means That he's baiting you. According to Britton, your partner is feeling excited and is trying to take you to a more sexually playful spirit. To show her that you are also ready, suggest something more experimental. For example try "toy" new or sex in the shower. The he would love to know the effect of exciting temptation for you. So tell your guy just how bad he's making you want him.


The Aggressive Kiss
If he pulls and grab your face to get a passionate kiss, well ... then you can expect the same aggressiveness in bed. Want something more gentle? Pull the kiss, look at his eyes, and gently tell him to slow down a little. If he accelerated his kiss, pull back your self. This will help him realize that the only way to get things "better" than you is a little slow rhythm. Yes .... but just a little


The Passionate Parting
If you and your partner a long and often kissed each other locks, then ... you're lucky! "A man with a long kiss goodbye show that he is very passionate and erotic," says body-language expert, Tonya Reiman. To ensure that the he does not just connect with you sexually, share some things with him. Whether it's a story about a friend or even share a memory about you silly. After that see if your partner is open to discuss it.


The Platonic Kiss
If he often kiss you gently and softly on the cheek, then your beau is the sensitive type. "This is a paternal gesture that shows that he wants to protect you," said Finch. But surely you do not want this even if the relationship ends like "brother and sister" course. To prevent this, send him good-bye "spicy" in order for him to know if you want to be treated better. (Vidi Prima /Cosmopolitan)

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