What my gift today?

Ya... usually I have you to share and laugh but recently you are going to be busy. Ehmm.. miss you so much. Today I'm so worthless, I had stupid mind and I am wasting my time with stupid activity too. I don't sad or happy, just feel that I'm exist and life.

Life is a gift then I think that everyday in our life is a gift its always different day by day, ya.. sometime feels bored because we feel our life is monotone and just routine activity. Then we are screaming, "this is not life this is robot schedule!"

Oh.. dear you are in trap! You are in trap of negative thinking and it is not good if you keep that, because your bad spirit make around you try to avoid it without you and them realize it.

So if life is a gift then what is it, I don't want it!

No..no..no. Yes, sometime if someone gave you a gift but you don't like it and you don't want it then you don't care about it and maybe you throw it away. Do you think what he/she's feeling? If you were them then if you know that your gift is thrown away, and you were looking for that gift by searching a whole town to find suitable stuff which suitable with your budget too. You will sad, right?

So what your gift today?

Is it a kind of stuff or something different?

For me everyday is a gift, I try to be positive thinking. Looking around my self. What a colorful life. In same time, I and other people in this world have different thinking. That only thinking, if God create what we are can read or see by other people so maybe it will like LCD tv with unstable Chanel because our mind work very fast and randomly.

In same time people doing different activity, but we are same we are breathing.

Oh My God.. this post really no meaning.

I'm a believer and I just thinking what a wonderful around me. It's work very complicated for me, in same time my body doing a lot job. Breathing, my heart pump my blog, my eyes wink, and watching to catch and transfer to my brain then my mind thinking, my foots, my fingers, sweating or feels cold, my hair regeneration, my skin too, my digestion also has job to process what I ate being something useful for my body. There is still many job that happen in same time, how can its not created by something perfect? what is it?

God! There is no god but Allah. La illa ha illallah. Allah is my God. Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahu Akbar. And Allah sent some messenger to convey in life being. And the perfect one is Muhammadarasullah.

What ever your believe, I'm appreciate it. Muslim is my brother-sister in Islam, other believe is my brother-sister as human. I feels so empty without my believe.

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I'm afraid if you leave me

Babe... I miss you. Its seem falling in love is easy and to forget it is not easy but the one that you really love will so hard to forget. Always come and bother your mind. You want to forget it but its so hard, like ghost in mind and don't want to go away.
Usually everyday you spend your time for me but because of you want to study then you not spend anytime for me. I'm sad because I miss you. If you are not come and chat with me then I will remember him (the hopeless one).
Babe... You are so sweet and I want to be with you. You are romantic as you are and I love you. Really I love you. And I hate why we are so far, and I hope our relationship more realistic.

I should not sad but I try to be courage and pray for you. You have to be to best one. But I'm afraid if you are found new one and more closer with you or your parent arrange a cupid for you then you agree with them. If that really happen, what can i do? Just trying to say congrats to you and trying to forget you and trying to find new one.

Actually I'm tired being like that babe.. I want you are the last, but I don't know my fate. I was hoped the hopeless one is my last search but you know I said he is hopeless because I cant say other. Forget that one, just be part of my memory.

I love you babe.. and don't leave me. I'm afraid if you leave and I lost you.

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I miss you!

Struggle in this pain and smiling what a beautiful memory that you gave to me.

Its short but hard to forget.

Trying to be busy to avoid the flash back.

But you are always there and smiling at me.

I hope I can see that always.

I'm being afraid to loose the sense about your existent.

Its hard baby..

Why you not make it clear and make me easy to understand.

Sometime I hate that your come just for leave me.

But sometime I'm so thank to you because of you, I know what a good man is.

Sometime I read from your pictures, your smiling pictures like give signs to me.

Sometime they told me that you are sad, that you are happy and today I saw you are pale.

I'm afraid baby..

There is million miracle that happen in this world, I hope the miracle also be with you.

So you are not alone in pray

I'm pray too

Hope God listen it, but I cant ask more because I don't know anything.

We walk in same road, we see the same sky, we know what we hope where we will been.

I can't walk alone baby, I'm afraid and I don't want it.

I need you.

Hold my hands and lets walk together.

I want that, but how?

Only can pray and pray that you will comeback.

Only can pray and pray that God listen us.

Only can defenselessness on fate.

But I will try walk on and see what is it until my time.

Baby I miss you.

I miss you now.

I miss you.

Smiling at the sky that we ever planned something beautiful together.

Its memory now, can its become true?

We don't know only can defenselessness on fate.

We walk in same road, we see the same sky, we know what we hope where we will been.

Hope and try never give up!

Its hard baby..

Smiling in this pain.

I miss you

I need you.

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Is the love that I feel this is just a fantasy or he felt it also?

I do not understand, I knew you only briefly but it was almost a half of years ago and you're no longer greeted me, but the feeling when talking to you still feel and I also still remember that.
I know you're struggling and I could not do anything about it. I can only pray. You seem to disappear because you do not want to make me sad when you leave and never come back again.
I really miss you. Almost every day I cry because I remember you. Memories are sweet, if love is just fantasy or do you also feel the same?
It's a miracle it is very rare, but I really hope that miracle will come. I still faith fully waiting for it. I only have one key on the whereabouts of my feelings. Thanks for anyyou have attended and that will happen, I believe it is best for us. I learned to besincere, although very heavy and I hope that all went as we planned before, but wecan only say Inshaallah. I miss you so much.

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Be A Romantic Man

Romance does not always have to 'rag'. Romance could be in action. Have you ever heard of 'Five seconds means a touch more than five minutes of speech'? From now on you can be assured that it's true.

Humans are intelligent beings, but the 'forgetful'. Memory of human brain is more sensitive in recording an action rather than words ever experienced person who ever delivered. Try to remember, when you tell your idol for the first time, that you love him. Now remember, where would you say that. Remind you every word you say to him?
Well, from this you can conclude yourself how much your memory about the words that you say.
Another example is the memory of your childhood, when an excursion to a place. What do you remember? Picture of the situation is certainly the most you remember. But what you say when it would more you forget.
So, the romance that becomes more meaningful when you perform an act of 'small' and 'sweet' that you rarely do.
Want to know the latest tips on how 'romantic' to your partner?
Find out more tips on the following:
1. Don't always flower
It provides visible romantic interest while dating, but do not always bring flowers to your spouse. Over time it is no longer romantic for your partner. So what is romantic? Replace it with a basket bouquet of health drinks, like yogurt, milk for healthy bones, vitamin drinks, etc.. Why should a health drink? In general, women are more easily feel tired. Their activities are densely often makes them forget the importance of health in the body. Make-ups may never have they left behind. But they often ignore the body's intake. So if you bring something useful to your spouse in their daily life, he would feel given more attention.

2. Bring your partner to a place that you usually do not like
- -Traditional Market
In general, men hate the traditional market. Not practical term. Any activity that is in the traditional market, the stench of fish that are sold, the location that might tarnish, or sellers who always offer a price merchandise with high price make you lazy to go into it. However pass all those things. Reach shopping cart, help her choose the side dishes and vegetables bought. Do not forget to ask her how to choose the right vegetables and side dishes. Women pleased with that kind of attention.

- Beauty salons
Place this one is probably one of the annoying if you do not like to go to the salon. Every now and show your concern to your partner by simply accompany her to the salon, recommend hair styles that might suit for her. Appearances are important things for women. With additional suggestions from you, your spouse must have confidence will be increased. And you need to note is that women will look more beautiful when the aura of confidence emerged. Make up is a pledge will not mean much compared to her confidence.
- Ice cream shop
Women hate it when it is said fat. But in their little hearts desire is always there to eat something 'forbidden' for his diet program. Try to take it to enjoy special ice cream. Reassure her that she is still beautiful in any condition. And indeed she deserved it.

3. Shoulder massage
Exhausting job that often makes a person feel tired, lose energy, the body seemed rusty and stiff. When sat beside her achieve her shoulder, massage gently to make her feel relaxed. Massaging her shoulders as well as by transferring all the weight she had felt all along.

4. Doing housework
If you are married and usually who doing housework is your wife, so sometime take that jobs. So when your wife went out, try to give your wife a surprise when she is comeback like cooking and prepare romantic dinner. For some woman and girls, a man that cook and washing the kitchen tools when we are cooking together, for us is something romantic. Cooking together also romantic.

5. Sweet photos
Take her picture secretly when she is smiled, then send it back to her. Tell her that she always looks beautiful, and how you always admire her.
















Try these tips on your partner. And you'll get a very good response to what you do, because she has chosen the more confident you are in life. Good luck!!!

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