Dear My Best Friend, are You Feeling Guilty?

Dear My Best Friend,

There are so many words I’ve wanted to tell you — words I’ve kept in my drafts, unread and unsent.
I kept them because I didn’t want to read another letter from you that felt empty, without heart inside.
I didn’t want to see meaningless replies when I had written with so much hope — hoping for the kind of answer that once made me smile, like before.

Sometimes, this heart just needs help — someone to listen, someone to share the weight of her thoughts, or simply someone to be there.
You used to be that person — the one who brightened my days. But it’s okay… I’ve learned from it now.

There are still many things I want to say.
This letter is my response to your last one — the one I never replied to because I couldn’t understand your reason for sending it.
We are not puppets; we are human beings — blessed by the Creator with both a mind to think and a heart to feel.

I know you are smart. I’m sure you can read — not just books, but also the signs that life and nature send your way.
Yes, it’s not easy to understand everything, but the Creator guides us through both our mind and heart.
Everything happens for a reason — that’s what people call cause and effect.

My friend, do you feel guilty now because you think you’ve hurt me?
You don’t need to. Please don’t feel guilty or worried about me.
I’m not your responsibility. I’m just someone who once chose you to be on my precious side — as my best friend.

It’s okay. You and I each have our own destinies, and we won’t understand them until we’ve lived through them.
So don’t worry — everything is fine.
You can say whatever you want, and I can too. But I promised not to bother you, so I’ll stay silent and just watch from afar.

My friend… if you ever realize that this site belongs to me, then I’m sorry for entering and disturbing your world.
I’ll try not to cause any more problems for you. I’m just an unnecessary girl, so you don’t have to apologize or feel uneasy.
Just stay calm, stay cool, and smile.

It’s okay — I won’t bother you anymore.
Each time I sent you an email, I only hoped that a few short words might bring a little light or a small smile.
But you said it was all unnecessary… so I’ll keep those memories — the ones about our friendship — safely in my heart.

Thank you for everything.

With regard,