I like you then maybe I can be falling in love again

I was so hard to fall in love. But last year i was falling in love twice.

1. Stupid story and I hope that moment would not happened to me. He hurt me so much.

2. I lost him, and I still feel the sense when I was talking with him. Sometime I missing him and hope that he will come back, but its impossible if he live in different world now.

3. Still don't know who is him, but I like you. I like to wasting my time with you. Chatting not important subject just for laugh and smile, that make me have some one to share and I'm happy to know you but I'm also sad because I don't know when we can meet in real.

I know him from social network, he is so far and I feels there to many impossible to meet him in real. I just can hope and try, if you are my destiny so it will be easy for our meeting.

I believe Allah always have plan for each people. We just don't know what Allah plan is. You came in my live, fill my day with laugh and spirit. You teach me about religion and we share what we are thinking about our vision. Your my friend, are you will always be my friend or are you will be my destiny?

Now... I miss you always, but the sense that i feel for number 2 is the most stronger and the number one is the most stupid.

But with you, I feel there is quality although you love to sleep and you are lazy but I feel comfortable and convenience with you. And I feel stupid now, because I'm hopping something that almost impossible and can't accept by mind. But i'm believe not only me that have story same as mine. Good luck..

Now... I just can hope who is my destiny is the one that the best for me, who one can share and who can help me to earn jannah together.

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Please Don't Go

Now.. I like to listen this song.

Please don't go by Mike Posner

Just run away
From these lies
Back to yesterday
Safe tonight
I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
Yeah you got me begging begging baby please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
If you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gonna find you
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't
Baby please don't
Baby please don't runaway
From my bed and start another day
Stay instead
I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
Yeah you got me begging begging baby please don't go

If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
If you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gonna find you
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't
Baby please don't
I stay running from tomorrow
I stay running from tomorrow
Well I stay running from tomorrow
Said I stay running from tomorrow
Baby please don't go (please don't go)
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
If you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gonna find you (I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gonna find you)
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go (don't leave me, leave me)
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't
Baby please don't
Runaway

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Babe..I have to face up that you really go.

Babe..where ever you are, I have dare to believe what people said. You are really go, because you never come back to me again. Why leave me?

Why you give me sweet dream then you make me wake up and realize that I'm alone, that you leave me, you are gone and never come back.

I don't curse anyone but why you leave me with this way?

Missing you but what can I do?

Is really gangster shot you?

I can't believe it!

I can't touch you anymore, never touch you!

And I haven't give kiss to you.

Sweet one but I have to realize that you are not my destiny but this heart, this mind don't want to forget you.

It's still asking where are you now?

It's still waiting you!

Sadness...can't forget that smile.

I only can wish that you happy there.

I hope that I will find the right one.

Try to step new way but the way that I want to choose to hard.

I feel there is only small chance to be with that one.

The feeling also not strong as what I feel with you.

Short and nice.. can't forget it.

But that one also nice, we like to share.

But other one also try to come, but not that one.

It's other one.

It's hard if have to be with him.

But I'm believe all in GOD hands.

GOD has plan and arrange everything.

Love..love.. I miss you.

Want to find you..

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Love .. Happy love day!

I know that you don't like if I celebrate valentine but every single day I remember you.

And this day I really feels so empty.

I need you, more than I know.

I see you everywhere but you can't be mine.

Why you go?

Its hard!

Why you leave me?

What I have to say?

I don't know and not sure.

Where ever you are, GOD always blessing you.

I miss you a lots.

Love... there is other guy come to my life but he not you!

And he can't like you.

Sometime he fills my life.

But I can't hope much with him.

I feels I will no hope with him.

I'm dreaming again.

Its sick..

Its painful..

Its stupid..

I hate if always to be like this.

When I feel that i have found the right one that is you but why you go.

Why you leave me alone in this stupid and crazy world?

Thank to give me memories.

I have to forget you and open to other.

But its so hard because you are so meaning full.

No one like you!

But someday this emptiness will fill with other, I'm believe that.

And I'm sure that you will like if I'm happy.

Because you can't do your promise.

Love I miss you.

Happy love day!

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Our way so far now

Love.. its beautiful when we talk about the next steps.

We plan our way and its look so perfect.

Feel I like find someone, and I don't want others.

I still when you said, "Its so perfect to be come true!"

I almost cry when you said that, because I feels so.

And now, I can cry if I remember that moment when you said that to me.

I feels like all is only dreaming, and I wake up now but I can't see you again.

I want back to dreaming but I can't because you are not on my side again.

I can't believe it!

We are so close before but now we are so far.

Sometime I feel that you beside me and kiss me and hugs.

I don't know, is it that I to much want you or what.

Love.. why our why so far?

Where ever you are, don't forget to comeback.

I'm still here waiting for you.

My perfect one.

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