I want to reach my dreams

Before my dreamed not like my today dream, I think my dream is changing when I'm become older, but all dreams are not changing but soft of dreams still same.

I feel still young, it was like yesterday but it was a few years a go. People changing they are growing old and each of them have different way to thinking and have different aim in life.

Everybody have dream but if their dream put in curve then some of people have so high dream, fairly, and other just static. This life is mystery, all people want their dream come true. Some of people could reach their dream but some of them could not reach it.

Everybody must have dream because dream is one of reason why people have spirit to life. Sometime I'm afraid what will happen on my future, is it great or just static. I want to to reach my dream. If some of other people can reach of their most great dream, why I can't reach it my dream too.

Still I want to live because of my parents, I want to make them happy because they have me and breed me. I didn't have serious reason to live if I have my other half because I didn't find him yet.

I count life so fast but so long when walking on it.

I believe there is a God, I believe a God manage and create everything.

I believe then I still have hoped.

I believe we send to this world must have a reason.

We are not in this world by accidentally but it is already provision and with this provision, God give a special right, it is to choose.

I believe God manage everything but God also give us right to choose but under control of God.

Really life is very complicated.

And I don't want miss my train.

I want to reach my dream.

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Now Everything is Changing

Today he said to me, now everything is changing, only will talk with me for 2 hours. I feel he becomes ignoring me now and I feel he doesn't have time for me also. Why I feel sad with that, what I am expect from him?

I don't know what he expects from me too. He likes to say that he will leave me but in fact he always comeback after leave me.

Maybe what I said is right, Together too much fighting, leaving too much missing. Maybe he were missing me when he live without me. I don't know is not easy not to care with him. I don't know when after he leaved me then come back to me again is hard to ignore him. Always I opened my hands for him. Always I feel he is not same with other but why sometime he is so annoying and like to make me angry?

Baby... I don't know why like this too. Maybe he thinks that I like if he leave and ignoring me, but I don't think that. I want when I need him then he will always there for me, and when he need me then I'm here for him, like before but for positive things. He was like that, but he was changed need me for something that I tried to control.

Everything is not same anymore, everything is changing. Yes... time is running so fast.

But I know I still love him.

This is really complicated.

Sometime I hate him, sometime I angry to him, sometime I like him, sometime I need him, sometime I love him too much, he was there always but now he not  always there like before .

But I know I still love him.

I don't know why I love him.

I feel missing something without him.

Take care for you, baby...

It's hard to understand you.

I want marry when I am with you.

But I back with my aim when I am without you.

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HOW TO CHANGE HIS BAD HABIT

Indeed, every woman wants to have an ideal partner. Hmmm ... ideal? Yes, someone who certainly independent, have a stable mental foundation, and a great personality. But there are many men out there that suddenly altering their properties are so fascinating becomes unpleasant. Well, here Cosmo give some tips for you to handle this problem.


Often he harbored Emotions

Starting from the expression on his face that often looks annoyed even sudden lazy admonish you. Even ... behavior than when you're coming months? Hmm, most likely the he is upset at something.

All you have to do:

Men do not want to show when they're emotional, because it can be seen as a weakness. If he refuses to tell you about the problem, let him calm down. When he is calm, assured he would tell you about all the problems.



He Always Forget

First the he forgot to schedule a date with you, both he forgot to call you after they were promised, the third day he forgot your anniversary together, even forgetting your anniversary date. You are also reminded he was tired of going about things. Oh and it turns out, he's still just forgot the name of your pet dog at home.

What should you do:

Give a satire that could make him remember. Such friends, "I want to go buy a gift for her birthday party this weekend". He probably will remember if your birthday was also the same as Kate's birthday.



He's Too Sensitive

At times, you are busy with a myriad office work that piled up, until you forget to give the news to him? Well, if the lover immediately complain that you do not care, do not necessarily think of it as a possessive man, dear! This could be your spouse, including the type of men who are too sensitive.

What You Should Do:

Facing the sensitive guy, is not easy. You should not be too hard or too 'excuse' habits. For that, try deh give him the sense that you are an independent woman who can be trusted. Interspersed with intimate humor or joke every time he is in the "term" sensitive moments with you. (Lidya / FT)

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Love your family more than your partner!

When you are happy you will remember your bf/gf but when you are sad you will remember your parents. When you healthy you will miss your bf/gf but when you sick you will remember your parents especially your mother.

You thinking your bf/gf more than your parents.

Sometime you dare to shout your parents because of your bf/gf.

You also dare to run away from home because of your bf/gf.

You think he/she is everything.

But who will always welcome you are your parents.

Only your parents who will love you always although when you are wrong and not good.

See the baby life around you, See how much their parents love them.

You can't remember everything how your parents threaten you but you can saw the babies around you.

Think if they didn't love you then how can you grow up like now.

Your family who were hug and lift you when you were crying.

Your family who did teach you when you can't do anything in baby time.

Your family who were woke up in the middle of night when you were crying because of thirsty and not comfortable, they were love you even they are tired and sleepy.

They were always try to made you happy even they are sad.

Love your family more than your bf/gf.

Open your eyes, look around you, your parents who were always there when you were need them.


I love you my mother, father, sisters and brother.

Hope our life always blessing.

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How You Save Your Relationship From A Break Up?

If you want to know, “how to save your relationship from a break up”, I presume that you and your partner have been going through really tough times lately, to the extent that either both or one of you is contemplating moving out of the relationship. If it offers some kind of solace, let me tell you that you are not the only couple to have reached such a stage. It would make you even more relieved to know that this situation can be reversed and things can get back to as they were, provided both of you are willing to make the relationship work.

Tips on How to Save Your Relationship From a Break Up
For saving your relationship from a break up, the first thing that you need to do is to talk to your partner. There is no conflict or issue in a relationship, which cannot be resolved through talking. If you are not talking to each other, then I suggest that you take the initiative and call your partner. Remember, ego should never ever come in between love. At the same time, when you do talk to your partner, don't sound or look desperate. Do not beg them to stay in the relationship. Instead, simply call up and see whether he/she wants to meet you. If he says yes, consider it a positive sign. If he says no, ask how he is doing and make some small talk. Wait for about a week and then again ask him out. Do not rush things as it will show how desperate you are. Instead, be in control of the situation, by acting maturely and patiently.

Presuming that you two are on talking terms again and your partner has agreed to meet you, the next thing that you both should do is to sit together and analyze what went wrong in the relationship. Here, an important tip to save your relationship from breaking up is to discuss things and not blame one another. Respect, trust, love and open communication, these are the hallmarks of a successful relationship. So, treat your partner with respect and listen to their viewpoint with an open mind. Arrive at the reasons which drove both of you apart and then find solutions for the same together.

Generally, it is seen that relationships fall apart when the partners are not able to give time to one another. With the hectic lifestyles that most of us lead these days, it is no wonder that partners hardly get one to one time on a daily basis. Many of us spend more time with our colleagues as compared to our own spouses. The result? Breakdown of relationships at home and the tendency towards having flings with co-workers or anyone else a person comes in contact with while out of home. So, to avoid all these and to save your relationship, spend quality time with your partner. Go on romantic dates and holidays as you used to when you first fell in love. Join a dance or any other hobby class together so that you can have fun in each other's company. This will certainly help in improving the bond that you two share.

Sometimes, relationships get strained if one of the persons is over possessive and jealous. Both these can be detrimental to one's relationships. Every man and woman in a relationship should remember that the other person has a life beyond the relationship. Respecting each other's space, giving them an opportunity to be themselves and explore various things in life, rather than constraining them, can actually build a strong foundation of trust in the relationship.

Lastly, if things are really out of hand and you two have some issues for which you can't find a solution, it is best that you go in for relationship counseling. A counselor will talk to both of you individually as well as a couple. He can get to the bottom of why you are experiencing problems and suggest some good solutions for the same.

For a relationship to be successful, both the partners should be physically, emotionally and intellectually compatible. Have a frank talk amongst yourself, try to understand what is lacking in your relationship and then work on it. As mentioned earlier, having fun together is extremely important too. So, try adventure sports or read together or go on a holiday. These things will definitely strengthen your bond. In the end, it would pay to keep in mind that some relationships work and some don't. So, even if you two are not able to make your relationship a success, do not be disheartened. Keep an open mind and remember – whatever happens in life, happens for the best!

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Together too much fighting, leaving too much missing, arghhhh...

I feel bad, a few days ago I was shouting to him and talk too much bad things. I was so hurt because his words, now that angers already gone. He become careless with me after I shouted too much too him, now I understand he was acted like a foolish because he were love me.

I feel so bad, maybe I did hurt him too much. We decided to be only friend, it's good for me. Be friend is better but sometime I miss to talking about love with him. Now I shared a normal subject.

I was blind, he is a good boy, he was only a little bit play with me, maybe want make me jealous but I was too much emotional then it was made me angry, too much angry.

But what a good thing on him is, he was never left me when I was in angry, he accompanies me till I'm calm down. But a bad thing on him is, he always made me jealous when I become calm down after angry. He also listen me when I'm cry and sad. A good one.

Do you know... Actually I also don't know what the reason why I have to miss him, maybe I miss the routine to love him, to share with him. Now everything is different, I don't know what will happen. But I feel he still love me, till now he never delete me or block me from everywhere. When I said hi to him, he also always answer.

It was a few days ago but see... I miss him. I don't know why I miss him.

But I also trust with my feeling, he was still not serious with me. He was still unsure to be more serious with me. I don't know... But now feel better without fight with him, I don't care if he tried to find a new girl because I believe everything are manage and done by Allah.

But with him really different, I never cried as much as I cried with him, I never angry to boys as much as I angry with him, I was happy too, I was able feel his feeling ( now I am not sure still able to do it), I don't know I'm not sad when he leaved me maybe because actually he hasn't leave me. I don't know what is true, but in my mind if he is my destiny then he will not go to leaved me and choose other girl. If he is my destiny then he will back if he is not then he will go.

Take it easy... everything is done and manage by Allah. Allah know what is the best for us.

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Why he always back and back again?

After leaved me why most of boys that ever come to my life want back again with me. I did give many chances to them but they leaved me and then after that they look for me again. But I was not give more chances after felt too much heart.

I thought that he is different from that other boys, but he is same with them too. I'm sad and sadder when after he leaved then come back again.

Really I like him but who want to swing and playing always.

After leaved then begging to come back but after come back talking about other girl and sometime compared me to them. I did try to be patient, I felt I did do like he want, but still he is not respect me.

I don't know what he want, he never leaved me when I am shouting to him and angry to him, he always wait till I'm be calm down but after I calmed down then he talked about other girl about his xgf.

How stupid am I? Still it's hard to leaved him, he ever told that how he can leave me? But today I had thinking that he will leave me. Because I was shouting a lot to him, but after calm then he asked me to help him with to make new relationship. It's really shit.

I can't

I don't know how to understanding him, really I'm too much frustration on him. Tired with it. He swings my heart then I will swing his heart too, if he doesn't like then he should not back to me again after flattering other girl.

I don't know what I typed today, too much hurt with his chatted today.

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Break or not?

It is Saturday night, it has been 3 days since our last chat, no actually yesterday I still say hi to him but it was dry, no sense.

I don't know what to do, continue or its enough in here. He said that he still waiting her, while he said that he had planned. I knew his plan was want to take serious with me because I was asked to end our relationship but he was trying to make me come back to him by saying that he had a plan with me. But 3 days ago, why he said that he was still waiting here?

So what the meaning of me on his side?

Feels like a toy to cheers him when he sad and feels alone till she will back to him. He like to call me player but now, who is player?

I tried to loyal with him, tried to understand him, tried to care him with this long distance relationship but he only thinking of his self.

He said I'm not respect him because when he want to talk I always said I feel sleepy, I don't know what kind of respect is when I did give my time at least 4 hours every night for him while our time different is 3 hours, when he called me at 3 am, I woke up for him while I was sleep only 2 hours and we will talk till 8-9am and when you still ask my day time to talk then I gave to him, but still he said I'm not respect him. When I will sleep and do my project, if almost a whole day I did spend my time for him? And he asked "What is your job there? Only chatting, sleep and your project when I said I want to talk but you always say you are sleepy? You know, I'm work in here but still I spend my time for you, but you not respect me!"

Now, why I have to spend a whole my time for him when he will back to her? Why I have to wasting my time to him?

He thought my project likes his jobs which make invoices that always he did everyday, then each invoice only take 10 minutes. Do you know, my project is about programming and I need very focus on it because I still learn for everything in here, not all syntax I did understand, everything is new for me. Because I start to learn and then make this project.

I did explain my situation and hope that he will understand, but he was said, "So I only disturb you and wasting your time? Don't waste your time for me." I never hope that he will answer likes that, I feel he only thinking of his self when he answer like that. Then I talk about our relationship if we will be serious in future, but he said that he still waiting her. Everything like broken in my mind, who am I, feels no meaning, feels not important. To make my self back to the world, I said to him, "I still thinking the previous one too (F), I think he is still alive". Mean I am not waiting F but only thinking of him, because with F it was very fun and perfect but both hasn't tell love yet. Now F is sick, and I don't know if F still have the life expectancy or not. F is who suffer brain tumor stage 3.

Now it has been 3 days we are not talk, I will stay likes this because I need to finish my study not cheers up him till he back to his girl.

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