Back to his Love

Ehm... After too much fighting with him then took few of time to break, I thought that he want to leave me but he back again and asking forgiveness. I don't know what I feel, still I love him but sometime I feel in doubt too. I want to leave him but when he left, I want him to comeback. I don't know what will happen in future, I thought want to be serious with him but it seems he is still not sure. I know his reason and I don't want to be angry like before because of that.

But sometime I'm tired with him. He is nice but sometime also so annoying. And honestly, I still remember my x who diagnose brain tumor. I still hope my x can recover and I know it is like hopeless because he already diagnose get brain tumor stage 3. I didn't leave and ask for break with my x, but he decides to leave me and I lost contact with him. How can I lost contact with him because it was long distance relationship. Still can't forget his smile and happy face when saw me and I don't get his eyes from my bf now.

After my x and before my bf there is a boy come to me. We were best friend, sharing and talking everything like a craps, it was nice, too much fun and never really fight with him but he is become busy and me too. Now I have bf, feel lost my best friend, with my bf feel can't share everything. Sometime I want to talk about hot news and issue with him but he is not really interest. But with my x and my best friend, it was so fun talking about hot news and all issues like politic issue.

I'm with bf but still I am missing my x and my best friend. I think that I don't have any plan with my bf, it is like enjoy life for now although we are talking about future many times but it was not our plan. He said that he don't want give any promise and don't plan anything. Yeah...Actually I become not really care with my bf but always miss him too.

This blog like my diary but not all I wrote here. Why I write in here because by writing I can be calm down when I was angry, it is better way to cold me. I was tried to reduce or remove some bad attitude. People said I'm nice, my x, my bf and my best friend told that too but I don't think so.

Miss my best friend, with him the days was lot of smile and laughing but with bf the day less of smile and laughing. Back to his love ,I don't know it is right decision or not, I didn't talk a lot about my bf to my other friend than my x. I like to keep about him, because not sure with him. I didn't get anything from my bf but I can call him baby, I miss to call baby.

Back to my bf love.... I don't know what will happen but it was a lot of cry with him.

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Love lesson from K-Drama

Korean drama series follows the romance was successfully tells a simple but compelling to the end of the episode. Not infrequently made you curious, could not even sleep thinking about it. Well, special for you, Cosmo present some fun love Fearless tip of the Korean drama series.

The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince

 To attract female customers come to a new coffee shop, Han-kyeol decided to hire employees who were all men. On the other hand, Eun-Chan who has a very tomboyish appearance, financial difficulties and was pretending to be male to get a job at the coffee shop. Until the end of Han-kyeol'd fallen in love with him. Love Lesson: Who says women tomboyish even difficult to get her target men? Creativity, persistence and confidence are strengths that unconsciously you may have. And that's your extra points!

Princess Hours

Shin Prince demanded to be married in order to replace the throne of his father who was seriously ill. The court finally got the idea to marry Shin with an ordinary girl who is headstrong Chae-gyoung. Love Lesson: Chae-gyoung attitude that is, sincere and kind only made him admired men in the kingdom. That's what inner beauty is all about, ladies! Make him melt with sincerity and extra attention that is not made-up!

Secret Garden

Due to a misunderstanding, Joo Won, CEO of a famous department store arrogant, acquainted with Gil Ra Im, a stunt woman, until finally Joo Won liked it. Although initially Ra Im continue to reject it, but eventually the love has grown among them. Love Lesson: It turns out there is the need to know also we play hard. Yes, playing hard to get can make him curious half-dead and added eagerly pursuing you. But remember, do not be too long tide of high prices. Can-can the he was bored and looking for a target other women.








Pasta
Pasta is about a young woman who dreams of becoming an elite chef at an Italian restaurant La sphere. Yoo-Kyung Seo began his career as an assistant chef for three years ranked third in the La sphere, until he eventually became assistant pasta chef and stealing the attention of his superiors. Love Lesson: Have high ideals? Yup make it a reality. Men like women who are independent and knows what she wants. With determination like that, any man can you make to its knees. You Deserve it! (Lidya / Cosmopolitan)

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I could not leave him!

Why I feel I don't know what is right, sometime want to leave him but sometime don't want to leave. Then the fact that I could not leave him.

He is not everything but he is special one who don't like to leave me, he want be with me. Maybe I'm blind or too much blamed him but when he left me really miss him so much.

I don't know the feeling only on me or he feels too, but when I missed him then usually he call me.

It is always right together too much fighting, leaving too much missing.

I don't know if he is my destiny or not destiny, but he is the one who hard to leave me.

Sometime he can replace my x and my best friend but sometime he only make me depress.

I want clean but it is hard with him.

Ehm....

Love really complicated.

And still I could not leave him.

When he asks to back always I accept and I don't know why can be like this too.

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Want to leave!

I didn't talk to my bf since two days a go and it is going three days now. I didn't say that we are already end or other word that same meaning with it, I only said bye but without my style that I used to say when I want to leave. It is seem I'm bad, right? But I did it because he is too much annoyed. I think I'm really angry on him because I already blocked him from my fb and notice him as annoying person.

I feel he becomes not respecting me, I feel he same likes other stupid boys, I feel he is not same like before when I was meet him in first time.

Yesterday he called me but only missed call without voice, it was about 4-5 times. I don't know why he called me without voice, is he already realize that he already hurt me? Or maybe he thinks that I will comeback that is why he is not like a foolish boy likes before, before when I ever left him. Yeah..he is take it easy and ignoring my anger.

I'm bored to be gf and always fighting, I don't feel loose him too. I think to be single is better for now than crying for someone that not respect me again. I'm tired to fight for useless things, better in silent for now. If he really love me then he will say forgiveness with pure heart and understand his mistake but otherwise he is stubborn and too much dominant so better leave each other.

Before I decided to leave, he told that better leave each other etc, I didn't know it was joke or for sure, but it made me confuse what actually he want. It seems he like to leave me and make me sad, because he like if I'm crying too. He is the one who really made me frustration, he is the one who made me cried a lot, he is the one who asked my time more, and he is the one who I gave forgiven a lots.

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Yeah I want to leave but still hard, I want to stay silent without contact him, I want to know what his next reaction, if he won't call then I accept that my relationship with him is end.

I don't know maybe I was take pride to my self too much but I feel I already gave him a lot, it is not kind of stuff but like attention, respect, advice, help etc but he like to say that I didn't respect him, not patient, etc and he hasn't ever give me any stuff too. Hahaha.... I feel stupid because our relationship will be 5 months in 20th of this month, yeah...I'm stupid, I think it is fact. And the fact he don't like if I called my self stupid.



Ok...let see what the next story of this complicated love.

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Your sweetheart very forgetful? These the solutions!

Let alone remember the date or invented the first film you watch to him or her at the beginning of a relationship, the promise of dinner he spoke just before leaving for work he had forgotten. Annoying? Sure! But you do not need too long soluble in pique because Cosmo had a surefire way to "refresh" his memory.



1. Prepare Reminder

Write down your plan later after work with a partner, such as dinner or sex session. Use sticky notes with bright colors, then put in an easy to reach, can in the bathroom, the refrigerator door, or briefcase. He's definitely going to see small objects are very eye catching.

2. Put Items In Place

If he often forgot his wallet, car keys, cell phones, or even his glasses, then you should have a place to store items needed day to day. Well, if the goods are in the same place every day, this will makes him easier to remember.


3. Visualize You and your partner eager to realize the plan to a romantic island?

Well, so that these plans do not end up a mess, make it "remember" if you and he has a purpose. Paste a picture of the island as you want it in his office, tuck a paper "We will be here!" Under the picture. Besides reminding, that image will also be motivated, darling!


4. Stay Healthy

Make sure your partner is getting enough rest, exercising regularly and eating nutritious foods for memory. Option can be raw carrots and fresh fruit. Do you know? All these things can well contribute to keep the works of his memory.



5. Refresh mind

Nagging you certainly will not efficacious for the cure to its forgetful. So try to be more patient slowly to remind him. Perhaps he often forgot because he was tired. To that end, avoid the middle of a tense of alone moment. (Lidya Irawati / Cosmopolitan)

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Let me to forget him if he is not for me

I don't know why I still remember him, I miss him a lot now. I feel I can't love other boys as I was love him. I was too much happy when I met him, I felt it was perfect. It hard to forget him. If I'm betrayal my bf, I said to my bf that I still remember my x because we are separated not because we hate each other but he decided to leave because he thinks there is no chance to recover from that illness. My bf was angry when I told about that but finally he understands because he also have past and he can't forget her too. I don't know what my bf plan but I'm not sure that I will have a future with him like I was so sure with my x.

Feel lose plan when my x leave me and I'm afraid that I will get same pains like before. Me and my bf have decided to have a relationship without commitment, he said just do it and enjoy it. It is made me sad because what he said made me feel no destiny with him, why should care him? Honestly, I love my bf but I still thinking other boys my x and my best friend. Sometime I'm thinking that my bf if my bf is my x or my best friend. With my x I was so happy and with my best friend was so fun but with my bf feel lots of problem because we like to fight and blame each other.

I love my bf but sometime I'm thinking why I should care him and love him more if he only wants enjoy it now. I can't only enjoy it, I want have plan but he don't want to make any plan. I'm afraid that he only want to have a fun and play me only. I ever asked to him if he serious with him or only play me but it was made me very angry. I don't know what to do, if he only want to play and to have a fun then if I still can does same why not? But sometime he asks more and i feel not comfortable. I ever ask to end relationship with my bf but he angry and said I planned that. Confuse.....

When I was sad or just fight with my bf, many times I remembered my x and my best friend. I want can run to my best friend and share my burden to him like before but everything is change now. I don't want he become far from me not long as before I accept my bf propose. Now I'm sad and thinking if my x not for me should I can forget him easily but in fact it is hard to forget him. I don't know why he is very special for me, love him like something wonderful and beautiful but I can't reach too.

I miss my bf, my x and my best friend now. Really feel bad, actually I just need a boy but it seems I have to try to taste many love. They said first love is hard to forget but is easy to forget my first for me, I was like a crazy girl when I love him but I don't know the hardest to forget is my x (I called him Mumu).

Let me to forget him if he is not for me. Mumu... where are you, how are you, are you still alive? I miss you and still hope that you will comeback or at least you will recover.

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Last night I didn't know that he was calling me 9 times

He called me 9 times and I didn't pick up because I was out without my mobile and it is start the fight.
If I were you I must angry too.
You are good.
I'm bad.
And I'm afraid to hurt you more but I did hurt you a lots.
Baby... I'm sorry, I still I love you and missing you always.

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DAILY HABITS TO TURN THE ATTENTION OF HIM

Take a look at how many times a day you look at your face in the mirror just to make up after finish? Surely the answer many times! Well ... this is reasonable, especially if you always feel less attractive. But do not automatically think of looks alone, darling! Things often do you do day-to-day, was also able to steal the attention of men, you know. What? Following leak.


Smile
Yup, a men's magazine survey revealed that woman with a beautiful smile can show that she is a nice person! Hmmm ... one thing that shows a high quality woman of your dreams, without having to show off anything.

Speaking Honestly

Be honest and be yourself shows that you are the person who can respect others. Well, this certainly is the most exciting things beyond sex appeal! Well, if previously you always try to figure the "mysterious" to attract the hearts of men coveted. Now, do not have to do it again, honey! Simply by being what it is without having to be someone else, you can make him fall in love.

The Good Listeners
This attitude turns you already do every day, you know! Such as the day he took out the week and it turns out you immediately mark it in the calendar. So, your attitude as a good listener, the end can does everything on time, right? Hmmm .. because everyone wants to be heard, so it's no wonder why men love it!

Laugh
No need to try hard to be funny all the time, because with a little sense of humor that you have seen can actually make you look more sexy and exciting! Do not be afraid to make the atmosphere drop instantly, telling stories about the funny moments that have also experienced will make him happy laugh with you.

Eye Contact
Actually had long you have the "assets" that could melt the hearts of men. Yes, women have very beautiful eyes! When talking to the him, your eyes will show an interest owned. It also reveals if you are a woman who is confident. So, just keep it up, darling! (Lidya Irawati / Cosmopolitan)

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