Want to leave!

I didn't talk to my bf since two days a go and it is going three days now. I didn't say that we are already end or other word that same meaning with it, I only said bye but without my style that I used to say when I want to leave. It is seem I'm bad, right? But I did it because he is too much annoyed. I think I'm really angry on him because I already blocked him from my fb and notice him as annoying person.

I feel he becomes not respecting me, I feel he same likes other stupid boys, I feel he is not same like before when I was meet him in first time.

Yesterday he called me but only missed call without voice, it was about 4-5 times. I don't know why he called me without voice, is he already realize that he already hurt me? Or maybe he thinks that I will comeback that is why he is not like a foolish boy likes before, before when I ever left him. Yeah..he is take it easy and ignoring my anger.

I'm bored to be gf and always fighting, I don't feel loose him too. I think to be single is better for now than crying for someone that not respect me again. I'm tired to fight for useless things, better in silent for now. If he really love me then he will say forgiveness with pure heart and understand his mistake but otherwise he is stubborn and too much dominant so better leave each other.

Before I decided to leave, he told that better leave each other etc, I didn't know it was joke or for sure, but it made me confuse what actually he want. It seems he like to leave me and make me sad, because he like if I'm crying too. He is the one who really made me frustration, he is the one who made me cried a lot, he is the one who asked my time more, and he is the one who I gave forgiven a lots.

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Yeah I want to leave but still hard, I want to stay silent without contact him, I want to know what his next reaction, if he won't call then I accept that my relationship with him is end.

I don't know maybe I was take pride to my self too much but I feel I already gave him a lot, it is not kind of stuff but like attention, respect, advice, help etc but he like to say that I didn't respect him, not patient, etc and he hasn't ever give me any stuff too. Hahaha.... I feel stupid because our relationship will be 5 months in 20th of this month, yeah...I'm stupid, I think it is fact. And the fact he don't like if I called my self stupid.



Ok...let see what the next story of this complicated love.

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Your sweetheart very forgetful? These the solutions!

Let alone remember the date or invented the first film you watch to him or her at the beginning of a relationship, the promise of dinner he spoke just before leaving for work he had forgotten. Annoying? Sure! But you do not need too long soluble in pique because Cosmo had a surefire way to "refresh" his memory.



1. Prepare Reminder

Write down your plan later after work with a partner, such as dinner or sex session. Use sticky notes with bright colors, then put in an easy to reach, can in the bathroom, the refrigerator door, or briefcase. He's definitely going to see small objects are very eye catching.

2. Put Items In Place

If he often forgot his wallet, car keys, cell phones, or even his glasses, then you should have a place to store items needed day to day. Well, if the goods are in the same place every day, this will makes him easier to remember.


3. Visualize You and your partner eager to realize the plan to a romantic island?

Well, so that these plans do not end up a mess, make it "remember" if you and he has a purpose. Paste a picture of the island as you want it in his office, tuck a paper "We will be here!" Under the picture. Besides reminding, that image will also be motivated, darling!


4. Stay Healthy

Make sure your partner is getting enough rest, exercising regularly and eating nutritious foods for memory. Option can be raw carrots and fresh fruit. Do you know? All these things can well contribute to keep the works of his memory.



5. Refresh mind

Nagging you certainly will not efficacious for the cure to its forgetful. So try to be more patient slowly to remind him. Perhaps he often forgot because he was tired. To that end, avoid the middle of a tense of alone moment. (Lidya Irawati / Cosmopolitan)

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Let me to forget him if he is not for me

I don't know why I still remember him, I miss him a lot now. I feel I can't love other boys as I was love him. I was too much happy when I met him, I felt it was perfect. It hard to forget him. If I'm betrayal my bf, I said to my bf that I still remember my x because we are separated not because we hate each other but he decided to leave because he thinks there is no chance to recover from that illness. My bf was angry when I told about that but finally he understands because he also have past and he can't forget her too. I don't know what my bf plan but I'm not sure that I will have a future with him like I was so sure with my x.

Feel lose plan when my x leave me and I'm afraid that I will get same pains like before. Me and my bf have decided to have a relationship without commitment, he said just do it and enjoy it. It is made me sad because what he said made me feel no destiny with him, why should care him? Honestly, I love my bf but I still thinking other boys my x and my best friend. Sometime I'm thinking that my bf if my bf is my x or my best friend. With my x I was so happy and with my best friend was so fun but with my bf feel lots of problem because we like to fight and blame each other.

I love my bf but sometime I'm thinking why I should care him and love him more if he only wants enjoy it now. I can't only enjoy it, I want have plan but he don't want to make any plan. I'm afraid that he only want to have a fun and play me only. I ever asked to him if he serious with him or only play me but it was made me very angry. I don't know what to do, if he only want to play and to have a fun then if I still can does same why not? But sometime he asks more and i feel not comfortable. I ever ask to end relationship with my bf but he angry and said I planned that. Confuse.....

When I was sad or just fight with my bf, many times I remembered my x and my best friend. I want can run to my best friend and share my burden to him like before but everything is change now. I don't want he become far from me not long as before I accept my bf propose. Now I'm sad and thinking if my x not for me should I can forget him easily but in fact it is hard to forget him. I don't know why he is very special for me, love him like something wonderful and beautiful but I can't reach too.

I miss my bf, my x and my best friend now. Really feel bad, actually I just need a boy but it seems I have to try to taste many love. They said first love is hard to forget but is easy to forget my first for me, I was like a crazy girl when I love him but I don't know the hardest to forget is my x (I called him Mumu).

Let me to forget him if he is not for me. Mumu... where are you, how are you, are you still alive? I miss you and still hope that you will comeback or at least you will recover.

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Last night I didn't know that he was calling me 9 times

He called me 9 times and I didn't pick up because I was out without my mobile and it is start the fight.
If I were you I must angry too.
You are good.
I'm bad.
And I'm afraid to hurt you more but I did hurt you a lots.
Baby... I'm sorry, I still I love you and missing you always.

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DAILY HABITS TO TURN THE ATTENTION OF HIM

Take a look at how many times a day you look at your face in the mirror just to make up after finish? Surely the answer many times! Well ... this is reasonable, especially if you always feel less attractive. But do not automatically think of looks alone, darling! Things often do you do day-to-day, was also able to steal the attention of men, you know. What? Following leak.


Smile
Yup, a men's magazine survey revealed that woman with a beautiful smile can show that she is a nice person! Hmmm ... one thing that shows a high quality woman of your dreams, without having to show off anything.

Speaking Honestly

Be honest and be yourself shows that you are the person who can respect others. Well, this certainly is the most exciting things beyond sex appeal! Well, if previously you always try to figure the "mysterious" to attract the hearts of men coveted. Now, do not have to do it again, honey! Simply by being what it is without having to be someone else, you can make him fall in love.

The Good Listeners
This attitude turns you already do every day, you know! Such as the day he took out the week and it turns out you immediately mark it in the calendar. So, your attitude as a good listener, the end can does everything on time, right? Hmmm .. because everyone wants to be heard, so it's no wonder why men love it!

Laugh
No need to try hard to be funny all the time, because with a little sense of humor that you have seen can actually make you look more sexy and exciting! Do not be afraid to make the atmosphere drop instantly, telling stories about the funny moments that have also experienced will make him happy laugh with you.

Eye Contact
Actually had long you have the "assets" that could melt the hearts of men. Yes, women have very beautiful eyes! When talking to the him, your eyes will show an interest owned. It also reveals if you are a woman who is confident. So, just keep it up, darling! (Lidya Irawati / Cosmopolitan)

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