Is the love that I feel this is just a fantasy or he felt it also?

I do not understand, I knew you only briefly but it was almost a half of years ago and you're no longer greeted me, but the feeling when talking to you still feel and I also still remember that.
I know you're struggling and I could not do anything about it. I can only pray. You seem to disappear because you do not want to make me sad when you leave and never come back again.
I really miss you. Almost every day I cry because I remember you. Memories are sweet, if love is just fantasy or do you also feel the same?
It's a miracle it is very rare, but I really hope that miracle will come. I still faith fully waiting for it. I only have one key on the whereabouts of my feelings. Thanks for anyyou have attended and that will happen, I believe it is best for us. I learned to besincere, although very heavy and I hope that all went as we planned before, but wecan only say Inshaallah. I miss you so much.

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You are come back, but not really

I got news that you still alive, I'm happy but beside that I'm sad also because you are not in good condition.

Stage 3 brain tumor, long time not getting news from you then I someone told me that you get brain tumor stage 3, can't stop cry when I was get that news. I hope I still can meet you. I hope you will recover. I believe there is still hope that you recover. Allah is beside people who not afraid and have spirit.

You are so far the big ocean separated us, I can't run to you and I can't do anything for you only pray for you from here that I can do.

I still love you although there is some man come to me but, what I feeling with you is different, you are so far but I feel you are so close. I still feel the sensation when I talk with you.

I really hope that Allah cure you. I miss you so much, I love the way when you talk with me and I love to heard that you are so enthusiast to recover. I hope you are will be recover, very hope.

Jiayou babe!!!

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Love .. Happy love day!

I know that you don't like if I celebrate valentine but every single day I remember you.

And this day I really feels so empty.

I need you, more than I know.

I see you everywhere but you can't be mine.

Why you go?

Its hard!

Why you leave me?

What I have to say?

I don't know and not sure.

Where ever you are, GOD always blessing you.

I miss you a lots.

Love... there is other guy come to my life but he not you!

And he can't like you.

Sometime he fills my life.

But I can't hope much with him.

I feels I will no hope with him.

I'm dreaming again.

Its sick..

Its painful..

Its stupid..

I hate if always to be like this.

When I feel that i have found the right one that is you but why you go.

Why you leave me alone in this stupid and crazy world?

Thank to give me memories.

I have to forget you and open to other.

But its so hard because you are so meaning full.

No one like you!

But someday this emptiness will fill with other, I'm believe that.

And I'm sure that you will like if I'm happy.

Because you can't do your promise.

Love I miss you.

Happy love day!

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I can't forget you!

Do you know.. we meet so quick but its remind a lots.

I don't believe with what they say, I'm believe you are still there or its only my feeling?

I don't know!

I feel my live so fast without you, I don't have someone to wait like before.

Many asks, but no one like you!

Feels no aim and love is not beautiful as I love you.

But what can I do if our destiny just only up here.

Lonely, and hope that someday this empty will filled by someone that special like you.

I can't forget the way you talk.

I can't forget you!

What can I do now?

I only try to live without you and find other way.

Because I can't walk alone without you in the way that we plan together.

Why you leave me without saying anything?

There is no problem with us.

I'm sad and feels want to cry when I remember you!

You are my sweetheart!

I can't forget you!

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