I miss you!

Struggle in this pain and smiling what a beautiful memory that you gave to me.

Its short but hard to forget.

Trying to be busy to avoid the flash back.

But you are always there and smiling at me.

I hope I can see that always.

I'm being afraid to loose the sense about your existent.

Its hard baby..

Why you not make it clear and make me easy to understand.

Sometime I hate that your come just for leave me.

But sometime I'm so thank to you because of you, I know what a good man is.

Sometime I read from your pictures, your smiling pictures like give signs to me.

Sometime they told me that you are sad, that you are happy and today I saw you are pale.

I'm afraid baby..

There is million miracle that happen in this world, I hope the miracle also be with you.

So you are not alone in pray

I'm pray too

Hope God listen it, but I cant ask more because I don't know anything.

We walk in same road, we see the same sky, we know what we hope where we will been.

I can't walk alone baby, I'm afraid and I don't want it.

I need you.

Hold my hands and lets walk together.

I want that, but how?

Only can pray and pray that you will comeback.

Only can pray and pray that God listen us.

Only can defenselessness on fate.

But I will try walk on and see what is it until my time.

Baby I miss you.

I miss you now.

I miss you.

Smiling at the sky that we ever planned something beautiful together.

Its memory now, can its become true?

We don't know only can defenselessness on fate.

We walk in same road, we see the same sky, we know what we hope where we will been.

Hope and try never give up!

Its hard baby..

Smiling in this pain.

I miss you

I need you.

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Our way so far now

Love.. its beautiful when we talk about the next steps.

We plan our way and its look so perfect.

Feel I like find someone, and I don't want others.

I still when you said, "Its so perfect to be come true!"

I almost cry when you said that, because I feels so.

And now, I can cry if I remember that moment when you said that to me.

I feels like all is only dreaming, and I wake up now but I can't see you again.

I want back to dreaming but I can't because you are not on my side again.

I can't believe it!

We are so close before but now we are so far.

Sometime I feel that you beside me and kiss me and hugs.

I don't know, is it that I to much want you or what.

Love.. why our why so far?

Where ever you are, don't forget to comeback.

I'm still here waiting for you.

My perfect one.

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I can't forget you!

Do you know.. we meet so quick but its remind a lots.

I don't believe with what they say, I'm believe you are still there or its only my feeling?

I don't know!

I feel my live so fast without you, I don't have someone to wait like before.

Many asks, but no one like you!

Feels no aim and love is not beautiful as I love you.

But what can I do if our destiny just only up here.

Lonely, and hope that someday this empty will filled by someone that special like you.

I can't forget the way you talk.

I can't forget you!

What can I do now?

I only try to live without you and find other way.

Because I can't walk alone without you in the way that we plan together.

Why you leave me without saying anything?

There is no problem with us.

I'm sad and feels want to cry when I remember you!

You are my sweetheart!

I can't forget you!

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