I want to leave you but it's hard to do

Baby... when I fight with you mostly I remember "The Notebook" movie. We often to fight but easy to forgive each other and then in final fight always we feel our love.

I want to leave you because you take my time a lot, sometime you don't let me to sleep just because you want to talk with me more. It's OK if you talked about important thing. But in fact you only want to talk about love me, love you, like that.

Sometime you also want me more but when I said no, you became angry and then we fight. In fight you always ask me to leave you forever and many time I answered and decided yes. But when you talk more then I can't do it. I become calm and I felt our love.

Still I'm not sure that you are my destiny. Still I remember him. Still I hope to see him again. I don't know, maybe I'm blind. There is a love in front of me but I still hoping a love in far away. A love that maybe already forget me and never thinking me. Baby... maybe I was to much happy and too much love him, and it was so hurt when he leaved me. It's so hurt because he leave me because he is sick (hard sick) and I don't know if he still alive or already die. But I'm sure he is still alive.

Baby.. sometime I got flash that you will leave me someday and I will be gloomy again. Giving fake smile and fake laugh because I'm hiding my pain. Baby... I want to leave you but why it's so hard. When you bothering me to kiss you more, I'm thinking is it right that love connected with lust? Because when talk with you I feel something spreading. When I see you, I feel nothing special. Still I like his face than you, but why it's hard to leave you although I want.

Baby... forgive me because I still want him, still hope that he will recover and comeback to me. Sorry for this mind.

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4 Phases Broken Heart

No wind no rain, suddenly he's off. In fact, shortly curved yellow coconut. Hurt, for sure. The world seemed to collapse? Yes, it is. How can you can so immediately get up? According to Barbara De Angelis, author of The 100 Most Asked Questions About Love, Sex, and Relationship, there are four stages of the healing process that must be traversed.
Phase 1: Feeling torn
Time: 2 weeks - 4 months
At this stage, you may be crying all day, feeling lost, helpless, lonely, loss of appetite, and even feel pain in my chest that never subsides. Is the most difficult stage in the breakup. You feel the pain will never end. But you are wrong. You will be through it well, even faster, when doing the following things:
* Have a good cry, because the longer you want to internalize it, the longer it will end anyway.
* Make a solid schedule of activities. Get busy yourself and spend time with friends and family.
* Exercise and eat regularly. Keep your body health. The more fit body, you are even more stable psychologically.
* Avoid seeing or talking to a former spouse. It does not matter so much you want to call and hear his voice. Do not ever do! The more often you meet, the longer the healing process.

Phase 2: Adjustment
Time: 2-6 months
At this stage, you will be able to talk and think about the former without the hurt and anger. You can think clearly. You no longer feel as victims and not often cry or be sad anymore. Even if still crying, its frequency is once a week. You will only be sad when all of a sudden back down memory lane you and him. You begin to rediscover an independent personality. You can have fun again and found life as a single. It could even begin to notice the opposite sex is attractive. You also can judge clearly what is wrong in the relationship over the years. Maybe in the end, you feel lucky to escape the bondage of his love which blinds the eyes.

Phase 3: Healing
Time 6 months - 1 year
Life has begun to normal again. You've been through periods of transition. In this phase, you may have been involved in new relationships. If not, has emerged a desire to start a new relationship. The problem with the former also has successfully completed well. In this stage, the pain was gone. You can take lessons from the events experienced. You feel better, even more optimistic about the future. Occasional memory of the former might be tempting. However, it no longer makes you sad.

Phase 4: Recovery
Time 1 -2 Years
At this stage, you have 100 percent clean from viruses heartbreak. You have been steadily looking to the future better. You now have a new social environment, new friends, and love-new love. Yup, you're ready to love and be loved again. No longer will people who will ask for your relationship with your ex. Incident, you make as a very valuable lesson to forge new relationships. (CHIC Magazine / Fatima Roeslan)

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Romantic time with couple

Freedom is a very desired by anyone, even by you! Express your freedom by doing things that are fun but romantic with your partner. Check out some tips from Cosmo following, and make him want a you in every day.


Take advantage of Room
Plan a picnic in the room with the couple. Use a cozy blanket and leaned back while watching TV, have a snack and a bottle of wine. It may seem unusual at first, but just do it, and you'll feel it later function of the blanket.


Bath Together
Use warm water while you relax, well, there's nothing more fun than feeling the warmth of your partner's body! Do not forget to give aromatherapy and scented soaps add spice to your passion and your partner, a romantic tune. Fragrant perfume in the bathroom make this event more special! (Lidya / DI)


Women's Culture
One day in the city do not have to be expensive! Enter your travel card in your bag and spend the day with a partner with around the galleries, museums, and national parks. If you are lucky, on arrival at home, the couple will feel tired and want to spend the night in bed with you! Earlier Start Set your alarm an hour early and enjoy the sensation is better than a quickie in bed together. Make sure you do your partner's favorite style and make him smile to spend time later.


Sexy Chef
Why have to go out and pay top dollar for a romantic dinner when you can create it? It does not matter if you could just make a simple meal. But to create a more romantic dinner, prepare the candles, music, and of course ... your imagination!  


Message Flirting
Turn your work day by writing an email to the couple, the more intimate the better! Vibration when reading personal email at work is bound to make him smile. If you are stuck in the words, click hoochymail.com there you can find some ideas and just send an email to your spouse yes! Warm Atmosphere Turn off the TV and lights in your house, replace with beautiful candles to add warmth and mysterious! Invite a partner to dance with lilting romantic music, while remembering the good times you and your partner. Ah .. he's definitely not going to forget it.

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In life should don't too much for everything

I learn something today, I was trust too much other people and telling everything in my mind to them (I said them because there is 2 person), when I talked with them they never say if I'm wrong. I shared my problem about relationship, not between bf-gf but with other people but its not friendship also (complicated). They always tell I'm right and you have to keep like this, but then they say everything what I shared to them abaout person who i had problem with.

I know I'm nothing and not important but when I did mistakes then I hope they directly say I'm wrong not agree with my mistake.

I don't like to bother others but it seem I always bother them.

I also learn in this life, don't ask other people to understand you but always try to understand them. You can't live free as you want but you have to respect other people existence. What you thinking is right maybe will be wrong for other.

I know I'm wrong, I was try to be wise and I think I always wise but I never ask if I did wrong and they never say I'm wrong so I think I always right because it. This day its clear I'm wrong, its open my eyes, break my stubborn head but still this heart told she is stodgy/old-fangled.

Do you know why I choose don't too much for the title?

I get this idea because I was too much love a boy then he play me and then leave me. I have too much nice then other people using me. I have too much trust that they wont to betrayal me but they betrayal me. I also heard my friend was too much hate with a boy but then she love him too much. So in this life never run too much if you want life normal.

Do you know, sometime I don't understand why people who hate someone still can be so nice infront of he/she but after that telling everything bad and back-bite behind he/she. For me it is fake attitude and its not right, better say no and don't take this one to be friend but as I see in real, people act nice infront then back-bite.

Allah forgive me if I did mistakes and help me to be nice. As human I know we never can be life as we want. This life is a gift but also trap. Many people don't like have been born in this world, sometime I felt this too but I wont finish my life by suicide because I know this life run by Almighty so you will get problem and punishment if you finish yourself by suicide. I believe it.

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The meaning of his kiss

Whether it's loud, fast, soft, or erotic, kiss the he gives a lot of hidden clues are waiting for you to browse. Listen and learn what her lips trying to say to you. The Sensual Kiss Did you get a soft kiss, Lingering, and exciting? Oh yes, please! This type of kiss does have the intention to trigger all your senses. His hands "wander" on your body and his lips moved gently over your lips. According to the New York psychologist, Max Belkin, PhD., A kiss is to say that the he is emotionally being with you and are very excited to feel the intimacy. You can expect a lot of attention from the him to meet the "needs" you, but do not forget the "need" him yes. Equate your mood and your partner by stroking his hand, or kiss down his neck, and then ... back up to his mouth. Yumm!

The Timid Kiss
A kiss is just a minute may feel very "polite". But this could mean that the he was not sure about how to heat up the atmosphere. If you really want a kiss from him, then give the couple a "green light". Kiss him back with more intensity. "If necessary, involve your tongue," as an explanation of the Los Angeles sex therapist, Patti Britton, PhD. Place your hands on all sensitive parts of your body, eg thighs. This is a sign that you also want the him, and the signal it would give him the confidence to take the next step.


The teasing Kiss
When she kissed her little bottom lip and pull you down or kiss your whole body except the lips, it means That he's baiting you. According to Britton, your partner is feeling excited and is trying to take you to a more sexually playful spirit. To show her that you are also ready, suggest something more experimental. For example try "toy" new or sex in the shower. The he would love to know the effect of exciting temptation for you. So tell your guy just how bad he's making you want him.


The Aggressive Kiss
If he pulls and grab your face to get a passionate kiss, well ... then you can expect the same aggressiveness in bed. Want something more gentle? Pull the kiss, look at his eyes, and gently tell him to slow down a little. If he accelerated his kiss, pull back your self. This will help him realize that the only way to get things "better" than you is a little slow rhythm. Yes .... but just a little


The Passionate Parting
If you and your partner a long and often kissed each other locks, then ... you're lucky! "A man with a long kiss goodbye show that he is very passionate and erotic," says body-language expert, Tonya Reiman. To ensure that the he does not just connect with you sexually, share some things with him. Whether it's a story about a friend or even share a memory about you silly. After that see if your partner is open to discuss it.


The Platonic Kiss
If he often kiss you gently and softly on the cheek, then your beau is the sensitive type. "This is a paternal gesture that shows that he wants to protect you," said Finch. But surely you do not want this even if the relationship ends like "brother and sister" course. To prevent this, send him good-bye "spicy" in order for him to know if you want to be treated better. (Vidi Prima /Cosmopolitan)

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