Dear someone who hurt me

Dear someone who hurt me,

Did you remember I ever say to you that I don't want to play that game anymore after you? I hope you will remember that forever, you will remember how hurt I was. The hurt is not because of  you left me and choose other girl but the hurt because you cheated on me and betrayal me. I remember when you said that you will marry next month and you didn't ask me before making that decision. While just few days ago on that time we still saying love each other. 

I'm happy that finally you are not the one who deserve to be mine.  Because finally I know your truly face which you covered with mask before. But I still sad when I remember you, the sadness because I feel how stupid I was. I was trusting wrong man and I was blind to you.  And do you know that I'm still afraid to trust other man because I'm afraid with that pain. And till now, I didn't find a man who I can trust. Maybe I'm not lucky as you who fast decide to leave me while you just say that you can't life without me. 

Hahahaha... Now I'm smiling to my stupidly. Spend my rest time for the liar like you. Maybe you still not understand why I'm sad and very angry, maybe you think that I'm too much angry because you left me. You wrong if you thinking like that! The pain because you don't thinking and I was feel like a shit. You made decision to marry other girl without asking me first then when I still can't life without you, you were disappear and not care about me but when I already live in happy life and feel that everything alright then you appear in front of me and mess my life again. You were asking for my help. Do you think how was my feeling that time? Where were you, where your sorry, where is mind, what kind of man you are, what the fu*k up man you are, all rudeness like come to my mind directly and I wanted to kick your ass and laughing to your problem. But I fail to be strong and evil, I only can leave and hide and cry behind you. I felt that I'm the loser and you are the winner.

Dear someone who only thinking of himself hope you will understand what I feel recently.

P.S. Don't ever appear in front of me and bothering my peace life. 

By Momo for stupid someone who left this pain.   

For all people who know the meaning of love, don't left someone like they are just a shit. You don't know what karma you will get in future. For all people ever been hurt just forgive who hurt you. Everything gonna be alright, just smile then the world will smile with you. Fighting!!!