Falling in love with your virtual friend

If you visit this post maybe you are ever felt or falling in love with your virtual friend. Don't worry you are not alone, there are many people who ever felt falling in love with virtual friend. Virtual friend is someone who you know not in real, maybe you know him by chat, social network or philately friends.
I did ever falling in love with virtual friend too. And now it is still happening. I knew him more than 1 year ago.  I sent text to him more than sent text to my bf. Since first time I knew him, my feeling is different with crazy love feeling. Why I said crazy love for other feeling? Because when I realize what I did with them made me feel how stupid I was but my feeling with him is something feel like comfortable to talk and missing when I don't talk with him for 3 days. 

Now he is busy so much, we can't chat as often as before but usually when one of us didn't text for 1 week then will ask news about each other. Yah... actually what I feel like falling in love but we said it is friendship. Maybe in this world other people also has this relationship. Since more than 1 years ago we never meet in real because distance is the reason and by this I'm sure all people will say we both in love, but I say it is better than love. He ever asked me how if I love someone by virtual but when I meet him then I don't like him, should I continue? He asked that because we were arguing about love, he said to me love someone by your mind not by your heart. And I said love is feeling and something it is can't be understand by your mind. Hahaha... he was right, I think. And about his question, I was answered if I meet him and I don't like him then I will try to continue, because if it is work  then why I have to find other? (Hahaha...feel I'm stupid)

Why I still continue with him more than 1 years while I still can't meet him? I only can answer that I don't know because I did try to find other but there are no one like him who want to listen me and help me to find solution whatever problem I shared to him. With him I don't feel like I have to understand him but I feel he is the one who try to understand me. I tried to make him to dumped me by made him angry but he never dumped me. He always clearing everything what made me angry and hate him. Now... when I am typing this I'm afraid if I lost him.

Maybe you are have a question how we can survive without meet each other in real? We both understand that we like each other but we are not focus in love, we are focus in friendship. I know it will painful if one of us will leave other and usually I'm the one who will be left. It is seem that ever been left before, yes I did say in other post before who is left me. I don't know about him but I can ask everything about him to his friend because we both not hiding our friends. And I don't know I'm trust him and I really like him. I hope that he is the one that I looking for and we will meet in real someday. Now maybe it is still not possible because we both still study and didn't earn money quite a lot, but maybe someday we will. I know I love him and really hope he also feel same. He is precious for me and I only can pray for him now.