Someone who love me part 2

This is part 2 of the story "Someone who love me part 1".

After 2 years later this professor comeback to visit my country. I still remember what my friend said and this prof also still looking for me. I don't think anything because I feel he is my friend and feel have to care me because he is suit as my father on his age. He contact me and asked me to meet him in his hotel. He said he need my help. Ya I don't thinking a lot, I'm happy because maybe I can study in his univ then I went to the hotel. And from his text I see that he really want to meet me and no patient to wait me till reach hotel.

He  (the professor)
Me (Me)

I went to the hotel with my friend because I thought is safety if I go with friend. He called me if I could go to meet him. I said yes because , I already go there mean on the road to there. After I reach the hotel then I text him.

Me : I'm already in hotel and I wait in lobby.

He : Ok I will go down now.

I met him in lobby and introduce my friend to her. We talk about 1.30 hours about study in his univ or other univ and plan what kind of place that we should visit tomorrow. We plan to visit an interesting place with name P and he agree with it. He asked me to come early when breakfast time tomorrow.

I came to hotel time of breakfast but I don't interest to eat because I was get trouble with my stomach. And I just follow him. He brought me to his room and said that our schedule are changing because he has to meet his friend in 10.00 AM. Don't worry, I'm a good girl. I didn't do something forbidden, I just talk and we were watching pictures party for about 2 hours. What he said?

He : This is my real feeling, I can meet you again like something that I'm really waiting for long time. I'm very happy I can meet you again.

Me : I'm only smile and said thanks you.

He : This my real wish that you can visit my country someday.

Me : I hope so.

He  : Ok, I had promises to my friend to meet him at 10, could you accompany me this afternoon to visit my other friend? If you are not busy, surely and we will have dinner.

Me : Ok, I think I'm free today because it is Saturday night. What time should I come?

He : Maybe around 5 PM. Could you?

Me : Sure. Ok See you later. 

He : See you..

I went to home and rest because my tummy was bad condition. Then it was rain so hard in 5 PM and I can't get any taxi till 5.30 PM. Then after walk for a while I found vacancy taxi and I took it. Surely I told that to him. Then we changed our schedule again because his friend asked him to come early. So after I arrived into hotel, we directly go to his friend home. Nothing special in his friend home, actually I don't like his friend too but I have to kick his friend feeling. Hahaha. (Why I don't like his friend? I knew her but there is long story between it and no need to talk about it). After we left his friend house as we planned, we will visit mall to dinner and buy something. Yap.. surely, I felt it was dating. hahaha. Feel he did same but I take care of my self this time, I don't want lose like before. I keep my self, I don't want he touch me.

I already starving and I decide to eat first after that buy what he want to buy. He asked if I want something just tell him. He said if he can serve me then what he should to do. Yah.. I could make him lost a lot but I never and don't want to do that because it will useless and bad. Diner finish and we went to shop. He spent 100 $ in 1 shop till the shop will close. Then we back to home but he asked me to stay for a while because he has something to say and want to show something. I never think bad, because I know he like me then will do something harmful for me. I just follow him to his room.

He : I show our seminar before visit your country.

Me : Ya. that cool.

He shown me some pictures and also video then after that he said to me something that maybe he actually want to say. Because he said it like so hard. huhuhu

He : I want to tell something. Actually.. ehm.... I like you. Ehm.. I want you visit my country.

Me : Ya.. I hope so but I need to finish my study first.

He : Ya.. I see. I think in your age is the best time to enjoy life and travel where ever you want to go. I think I will come to here often and maybe will visit other place on my next visit. If I ask you to accompany me, do you mind?

Me : Sure I don't mind, why not? If I can accompany you then I will go.

He : (With happy face, bright and look become nervous and hard to breaths). I want to say something. I will leave tomorrow morning. (Thinking a lot and hard to say). I want to say something, I mean... ehm.. I like you since first time I met you. ehm...ehm.. I mean.

Me : (I feel something harmful, not save and not convenience). Actually what do you want to say? (I'm higher my voice because he is become closer with me. I felt not save)

He : I want you stay tonight. Could you?

Me : Hahaha...sorry that impossible. 

He : So if I packing my stuff, do you still want to stay and accompany me?

Me : I think I can't because I promised to my friend to come back max at 11 PM. (Feel bad)

He : So you will back. Ok I will accompany you till the lobby.

He bring me to lobby and I felt like escape from unsecure cage. I felt I did something harmful for me.

He : Do you want to visit my country?

Me : Yes I want someday.

He : How if invite you to come?

Me : Hehehe. If I didn't finish my study, I don't want to go anywhere.

He : Ok. If you need something, if I can help you just tell me everything. Let me know everything about you

We are in the lobby and I call for taxi. I need to wait it and he still accompany me.

He : Sure you don't need anything? Ok. I still have some $, I think I don't need it again because I will go with group. You take it.

Me : Thanks you, I will pay for taxi. 

He saw bunch of girl kissing cheeks each other. He asked me whether that are my country culture and is it common in here? I answer yes but it is modern culture. He asked again if that only between girl or woman. I said surely, usually between girl or woman. Then taxi come, feel like I was free from unwanted place. Hahaha. Now I understand what is it. He really like me and I don't want to be more danger. So maybe I don't take something danger like this on next his visit.

Now I'm sure 100% that he love me. No doubt anymore! But how could take him as my boyfriend? Yea... he better be my other father than love partner. So I choose he only be my friend.

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Someone who love me, part 1

Someone who love me, yea this is a story which was start maybe about 4 years ago till now. I met someone he is an professor then I'm new student in university. He come to my country and met me in the city Y. He was visit here and I was care him. I never thought that how I treat him make him falling in love with me.

MyFriend (MF)
He
Me

In one night and I was thought it was not special and I was forgot it but I still remember it now. Me and A prof went to the book store on walk. And the road was silent because it was quite late. We were talking and the silent. Directly he said something that I never thought.

He : Xoxo, Aku cinta padamu.
Me : Really? thanks you. But Aku cinta padamu mean that you are love me. For I like you we use aku suka kamu.
He : Aku cinta kamu dan aku suka kamu. Really.

Me : Thanks you.

I'm speechless and just said thanks you. His visit to city Y was the second time mean it was the 2nd time he met me too. When he said that he love me, I didn't know that it was special feeling like bf and gf till my friend asked me if I have special relationship with him. 

The other night my friend visit the house that I was stay and this prof too.(Now I moved) My friend also already friend with this prof so they chat friendly too. When this prof chat, I was realize he like to look at me. And look bright. I have chatted with my friend when the prof already back to his country and my friend kidding to me. Where chat so fun  but immediately he shocked me with his chat that I never thinking before.

MF : I think he like you.

Me : Are you kidding? What alibi that could made you spit that argument?  

MF : Because I saw when he looked at you, he look very happy. It was looked that his eyes was shining.

Me : Are you sure? His age maybe about 2-3 times older than me. It is impossible.

MF : I told you what I saw when I met you with him that night. Xoxo, love never see age, it is about feeling. Just think maybe what I said is right.

Me : I don't think so and are sure about it?

MF : Ya.. Because I'm a man also and I can see what maybe you can see.

Me : Wait, maybe you are right. I will think it.

MF : Yea..think it and tell me if I'm right. 

He so sure then I take some of times to think about what he said. I found some connected clues that make my friend statement are true. But I still doubt about it. Then I asked to other friends, I asked 2 friends and guess what their answer are same. Then I call my friend again.

Me : Bro.. maybe you are right because my other friends also talk same, there are 2 friends said that he love me. 

MF : I said..  See... already 2 friend.

Me : But I still doubt.

MF : Give me some clue. Because I'm sure he like you.

Me : Wait I'll think it. Ok.. I was forgot about it. Now I remember that he ever told that he love me with Bahasa Indonesia.

MF : See... now I'm 100% sure that he really like you, mean he love you.

Me : But I still not believe it. Wait I remember again when we walk together he also hold my hand and very care me like maybe I can  be broke easily.

MF : Hahaha.... What I said, it is no doubt anymore. But maybe you are too pure too agree with it. It is 1000% no doubt. Do you have other clue?

Me : Yes.. but I'm shy because I didn't realize it. I feel so stupid.

MF : It is ok, just spit it out.

Me : Cuh..cuh...hahaha. Actually he also ever hugs me when we went out by motor cycle. The road was empty, he could hug me because I was drive the motorcycle. 

MF : Oh my... How could you don't understand that? 

Me : Ya.. so silly.

I think a lot about my friend said. He is right just I'm too much dumb to realize on that time. I become remember that prof breathing faster when closed to me that time too. I admit he also ever admired my skins, he touch my hand skin so soft. Actually I was feel something odd but that time I didn't know about it because that time I didn't have any bf. He also ever tried to calm me when I was angry while we are walking with many people and I was childish that time. I was angry because the cafe shop told me the ice cream that I ordered already sold out but after long time we wait the ice cream came. After we left the cafe, I walk in front and faster than others. He came and walk beside met then talk with me. He tried to cheer me. Look he was so care with me, only smart people realize it. (I think!)

But how could be?  Next chapter --> click Read more>>

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I don't care if you told my English worst!!!

What I typed in this blog actually all are true story but sorry if I'm not good in grammar because I never take English course. When I decide to had a blog, the reason was for learn and practice English. And I still keep to write my blogs, I don't care if there is a person who comment that I should take English course. Actually I ever took an English course, for sure it was private English course. When I took English course, it was free because my sister friend who were teach me. It was for a while and when I was taking that course she like to leave me for sleep and she told that actually I don't need English course anymore just correct my spelling and grammar. So I learn with tourist and also try to find a friend from other country to practice my English. I'm happy because I have some friends from aboard who want to spend their times for me. And I feel my English better now but still I feel many grammatical error. I think is ok if I still have grammatical error because I think even real American also still have these problem. I also still have grammatical error for my original language (and I'm not an idiot too, like my teacher said that no one is perfect).

Ok it is only intermezzo on my blog. My internet connection not really good and I only need to refresh my mind from hard work which need very concentration but I don't know why it is hard to be focus on this. I feel mad, crazy and sometime depress, I do something that I don't like before but now I feel almost everyday I play this. Yap I like to play computer games now. I was like to write more than playing game but I don't know I feel my mind don't want to thinking recently but still want to play a strategy game. It is odd but it is true. I think this intermezzo is enough because I feel when I start to write then I can talk many not important things and hard to stop it. So I have to decide to take a rest from blogging. Sadly my blogs traffic under 100 visitor now (I have some blogs), low visitor mean little $$. hahaha. Yea that right is already 1 month and I didn't get new offer and my advertiser pay me a little maybe it will under 5$. Sadly but it is true!

Ok, I don't care if you call me bad writer or other, I won't stop to write because I love to write. Writing make me feel better and make me calm when I depress. Will post about ridiculous love story, and it was happen on me too.

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