Last night I was dreaming about you

Babe... why you come back to my dream, make me remember you again. How can I forget you, I need you but they said that you never come back again.

What can I do, I don't want to leave you because with you is short time that the best time with you.

I can't forget your sweet smile.

I can't forget the sense when talk with you.

I still love you, I want you come back but that impossible.

Feels so weak and I don't have any power.

Now.. I can feel what the people's feeling when they lost their love.

Life is not same anymore.

Usually you are there and smiling when you see me.

Usually you will say hi my sweet heart

Usually you say your dreaming when we are married.

Oh..babe I was so happy when I meet you.

But now It's hard when I lost you, I'm afraid if I fall in love again then I can't be with him.

He will go like you leave me and never come back.

But last night when I was dreaming of you

I see you come back to me and say sorry because so long time not give any news

You begging forgiving to me.

I was so happy in that dream, although you make mistake because you are leaving me.

I feel that so real but when I was awake, i realize that only dream and you still there.

Babe.. where ever you are I hope and wish blessing for you.

Nice man that make me so happy because you made me feels that I met the right man.

Babe.. I love you.

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I like you then maybe I can be falling in love again

I was so hard to fall in love. But last year i was falling in love twice.

1. Stupid story and I hope that moment would not happened to me. He hurt me so much.

2. I lost him, and I still feel the sense when I was talking with him. Sometime I missing him and hope that he will come back, but its impossible if he live in different world now.

3. Still don't know who is him, but I like you. I like to wasting my time with you. Chatting not important subject just for laugh and smile, that make me have some one to share and I'm happy to know you but I'm also sad because I don't know when we can meet in real.

I know him from social network, he is so far and I feels there to many impossible to meet him in real. I just can hope and try, if you are my destiny so it will be easy for our meeting.

I believe Allah always have plan for each people. We just don't know what Allah plan is. You came in my live, fill my day with laugh and spirit. You teach me about religion and we share what we are thinking about our vision. Your my friend, are you will always be my friend or are you will be my destiny?

Now... I miss you always, but the sense that i feel for number 2 is the most stronger and the number one is the most stupid.

But with you, I feel there is quality although you love to sleep and you are lazy but I feel comfortable and convenience with you. And I feel stupid now, because I'm hopping something that almost impossible and can't accept by mind. But i'm believe not only me that have story same as mine. Good luck..

Now... I just can hope who is my destiny is the one that the best for me, who one can share and who can help me to earn jannah together.

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